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ROCK-SAY-FYE-D.

It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things we most need to talk about...
I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things...
I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does!...
but with the love and support of friends - u survive...

I've learned that when you start feeling BAD about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost,
They too, are feeling the same way...
I learned that letters from friends are the most important things.
And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better.

BUT basically, I just learned that my friends...
Both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world...
AND... without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.

So this is a THANK YOU for all of my friends for always being there.

Sunday, January 11, 2004

hehe...yesterdae's wedding dinner not bad leh...haha...cos i got to sit wif moi cuzzin n we were practically yakking non-stop since we saw each other...haha... she in j1, vj den tokin bout orientation, tchers n stuff...haha... n giving silly comments ard...heez... but damn fun leh... yak yak yak...
den as usual lah... starve u den stuff u... =P
think thses few daes juz eating n growing fat...argh...
n those sick hw pilling high... slack 4 i dae den todae like back to muggin...
so unwilling of me. den do so do v slow...haiz but todae suppose got motivation lah... tonite got those charity show to watch...haha...so muz hurry do hw, but apparently not v effective leh... sianz

nothing much gg on again...sian sian sian!!!!
haf a sad life...argh other den mugging wat else?!

this led me thinking, wat will i b doin after jc? study somemore in uni? study wat?
wuld b gg to work after dat, but do i realli wan a 9 to 5 job? is tis e life i wan?? can't imagine myself working let alone think of wat occupation i wan to go into. dat's wat e sch has been telling us to think bout. scholarship toks, uni toks, all these stuff r gonna cum soon enuf tis yr... n they keep tellin u u muz find something dat u enjoy doin. i mean hu dosen want dat but izit possible? e society works in e way dat as long as u haf gd cca records, gd grades u'll practically get anything u wan. but how bout those dat work juz as hard but dun make e cut? they dun get a chance. r grades n stuff realli dat impt?? parents r always trying to get their kids in some top sch, gif them pressure n all. so wat if they want their kids to lead a gd life in yrs to cum, robbing their kids of their childhood. always tot studies were a breeze till j1. nv realli put any effort into sch work n i still get e grades. now my grades r suffering, but do i realli care? i still idle my time away. did think of trying to get down to work again, its j2 now!!! impt yr, dat's wat every1's been telling me. but i've got a taste of wat's fun in j1. hanging out wif frens, gg hm late everydae, no need do tut, ponning lessons...etc etc. dun seem to wan to study at all. i m no more e guai guai gurl of my parents listening to wateva they say. play play play. dats wat i like. but den again hu dosen't like to play?

suppose now its still back to studying n mugging my head off... dun wanna regret it later if i can't do smth i like(wchich i still duno) juz bcos of grades. silly thing, but dat's how it is in spore... or izit everywhere else?

5 yrs down e road, wat will i b doing?

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