Wednesday, May 19, 2004
had sports dae 2dae...no cca again. hmmm....1 thing gd is we dun haf to hand in proposals =p. oh well. anw tis yr, overall we got 4th. cos all e damn gd runners r in aqua n aerius i think. BUT, for cheerleading comp we got 1st..whoohoo... got 2nd last yr if i'm not wrong. but anw they were darn gd. though i think terra, lignum n aqua's all not bad too. xcept aerius n solaris, which were kinda screwed up.
N another thing is, our class was actualli present. throughout e thingie. not like last yr. think onli bout 5 pple? tis yr we actualli occupied 2 rows on e bench. hurhur. not bad le, gotta tok to them too. not stick to e same old bunch. n jQ drriped her grape drink onto mr *E**.wahahaha. even though i told her not too lah. guess she realli hate him. i dun like him either, but yeah, i wun dare do dat. hurhur. oh n e staff race was...erm, commical. haha. e tchers realli funny lah. dun get to c them do stuff out of class sia. rare oppourunity, damn entertaining. =) gd memories for e last sports meet in nj.
well, starting to qn myself as a fren. think my temper's getting real bad. getting damn pissed easily, duno y oso. argh. suppose i'm juz plain lucky to haf such gd frens ard, but myself, i'm juz bring plain sucky lah. i may juz seem happy n everything dat's juz cos i dun wan to think bout stuff, plain running away. been running away frm all e probs i haf. its juz an illusion dat i dun haf any probs. dun wan to think bout e future, even though like its juz nxt yr dat will hafta decide on smth. suppose i juz wan to rot away somewhere... shall stop bitching. there are others wif more pressing probs. not mine. juz a small fry in e universe. live or die, no 1 cares.
oh yeah. shan't think so much now. found myself an ou xiang. i shall study frm now on. muz b like him. studying might help get me occupied n not start thinking bout stuff. ct's coming. crap. As coming too. n i in such deep shhit. tis is realli scary. it ain't gonna b a breeze like Os or wateva. i'll either buck up now or juz bare e consequences. no 1 to blame. i became lidat cos of me. no discipline.
there comes a time when
broken hearts can't be fixed with tape.
skinned knees can't be mended with loving kisses
and tears aren't cried
at the expense of spilled milk.
these are the times when you realise
what once was exists
only in your dreams.
live for today.
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Monday, May 17, 2004
well...duno y 2dae was reali tired. after gp, i culd hardly keep my eyes open. =|
anw got niaoed by sp 2dae for not greeting her in e go. =s haix. tot she was far away mah, anw e om turned into some place so i follow lorh, den she oso turned somewhere mah. how i noe. still sae i turn away n pretend not 2 c her. anw mayb i shuld juz shout lah nxt time. still sae its e 2nd time. but mayb its cos i was rushing to bio lect so juz walk pass her nv great lorh. suppose its dat. hmmm...
anw ct got suspicious of tts n well, asked for his card. n i was well, juz standing there n stonning. hurhur. in e end went back to seat got tts' card n threw it on e flr for him to get it. anw tried to get ct's attention by asking all sorts of qns i culd think of lah. haix. in e end he still said got pple help him tap card but didn't sae hu lah. gotta do duty for a wk. haix. think i shuld do oso lah. although he nv tell, but well i dun feel nice bout it lah. but frm tis thing ah, can actualli c e diff btw guys n gurls. last time jQ got caught den she juz sais she got xy to help her. guys like more jiang yi qi bah i guess...somehow i didn't get scared or smth leh, like juz knew he wuldn't tell on me or smth..hurhur
thanx 4 dat ts. =)
yep, went for biomed trng 2dae. think they v gd leh, to come teach us n stuff durin their hols. so i shall not skip anw lessons..try my best not to.=)
got e well, sort of guidelines as to wat we r suppose to know. hmmm...its quite a lot... actualli its really a darn lot. duno how i'm gg to cram everything in leh. 2 mnths. cram like 1 yr worth of stuff. =x. anw e more i look at e snrs ah(2 yrs our snr), i realli think dat they are so darn smart. they even got e like smart smart faces...lol. serious. i'll juz hafta kee my fingers crossed. hope for e best for tis quiz... n not to mention COMMON TEST!!! they shall b my ou xiang! i shall work hard. gambate! =) there's been too much disappointments in my jc life...
ps: hanif went 4 some ns checkup thing. haha. apparently has some well...interesting stories. hehe...shall bug him tml.=p
When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
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Sunday, May 16, 2004
"Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you only have one life to live and one chance to do all the things you want to do."
"It's a long road when you face the world alone, when no one reaches out a hand for you to hold. You can find love if you search within your soul, and the emptiness you felt will disappear." -Mariah Carey
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2dae's college dae. our class in charge of putting n keepin e chairs in e hall. so yest had early dismissal, after dae was arrange chairs. we were so efficient, haha... think bout 30min finish le. so off we went to town. -hirk- i think i'll keep away frm dat place... gdness its so freaking congested!!! cine was unbelievebly packed. up down left right. cannot even walk lorh, had to juz squeeze cos pple were pushing anw. crap. wanted to watch troy, sold out. so in e end i shopped wif evan, mich xy n linjin. i walked for 5 hrs. 5hrs...luckily my legs nv give way. juz walking ard waiting for da serene to cum n haf dinner lo. she sae mtg finish at 5, when she arrived, nearly 7 liao. culd haf died waiting.
anw went to watch van helsing 2dae. think not bad lah. scenery nice. =) college dae was erm, ok i suppose. at 1st e speeches, i was happily aslp. had to wear e sch tie oso. cos i hafta sit in e hall. but got quite use to it lah. all e pple finish toking den prize presentation. juz clap clap clap lo. haha. nothing much. all e smart pple. hurhur. wun haf my share anw. =p
den was e food fair. its was well, congested too. couldn't walk either. n dat place is so smelly. at 1st look like sch's on fire. cos got some class selling satay. haha. i got smoked by them waiting wif hanif for his food. n after like 30min, he finally got his satsys but here comes a girl n knocked off all his satay. lol. but we all ate it anw. hurhur.
last was eh, concert. wuldn't sae it bad. but not dat fantastic either. but quite enjoyable lah. e guys doing western dance was damn funny during their solo. all of them were like jumping tog, but they all look damn heavy n clumsy. hurhur. realli duno wat to sae lah. n e band conductor. keep sticking his but out at us. gdness. its so unsightly. lol. had to clear up e chairs after concert. it was 2040 when we finish. we all cleared up v fast althogh wif lesser pple den when arranging e chairs cos we all wanted to go hm...lol. anw our class is quite lucky to get tis job lah. some had to go ard picking rubbish, clearing rubbish bins, b traffic control, sweep e parade sq yest although 2dae the leaves wuld still b there etc etc... yep. n sp wanted our class there. hurhur. duno y oso.
feeling weird 2dae lah. cing all those snrs cum back, den those smarty ones recieving all those stuff. started thinking again bout wat i wan to do. can't seem to get an ans. argh.
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.
wat's mine?
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Your soul is bound to the
White Rose: The
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
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