Saturday, January 10, 2004
*yawnz*
todae woke up damn early to go sch.... still dark leh when i reached....
todae ah... cca carnival, got to c some of e j1s.... some of them damn enthu bout e cca...haha...pracitcally running over to e both... got quite a no of pple sign up, 60 odd bah...den e orientation camp bout 20 plus pple...suppose its not bad le...
quite excited to c e j1s...haha... cos finally got jnrs le mah!!! heez...den not our turn to get scolded le...haha... heh den i becum SA, haha damn heng not IS or else wuld b damn busy n muz follow e grp ard... but juz realise 1st 3 mnth dun b ah... if later becum IS even worse, den BWM camp muz follow e jnrs le...wah...damn tired leh...
last yr bwm not so hiong already quite tired le...haiz...nvm. will c when e time comes...hehe... at least now no need to work wif e bird, or else i can realli qi dao bao xue guan. anw gg back to 1st 3 mnth grping le...back to pyro =) now got me,bert, ailin n 2 new comers frm geo, christine n err...yuk hung i think 1st 3 mnth wasn't here...haha... welcome them...haha... prepared to get "harrased" by e bird...hehe...damn evil, but nvm... try to tolerate lah.. at least not fellow IS so not dat bad...ailin muz xiao xin le...hurhur
later got wedding dinner again...haiz... dun like gg...poo...
hope i dun fall aslp there...hehe...
ah shall go play gunbound, yesterdae damn shi bai. play until fall aslp den when i wake up game over n got kicked out le...*grrrrr*
hehe....
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Friday, January 09, 2004
juz got home...eating dinner now..infront of e com...haha...
damn hungry... after staying in sch doin tml cca carnival's stuff... dind't manage to finish e gateway structure, go gotta fall in at 7 tml :s...haha...but nvm, as long as no hw to piah i hyper liao...haha...
ccan carnival got tis chao zai 3 2 1 flag pole on oac land(its a slpoeee) n e flag is my grp do wan...*glows* haha.. den got tis hourglass n last but not least e gateway!! think all v nice...haha.. tml finish le sure look damn zai wan...=)
actaully rot quite a bit in e store todae...feel a bit bad...pple slogging upstairs den i planning err wat, e display stuff tml...haiz... nvm i'll make up tml, keep more spars... looking at e amt they took out...tml keep dat time sure sian diao wan...haiyo. n todae is got chased hm by tchers wan...or else sure stay till 10 odd bah... but fun leh... v long nv stay in sch wif oac pple le...haha... den me n kenny were slacking in store planning e display after we erected e flag den tot a bit zuo bo so go plan lo... den later huizhen n christine came n help us do souvenirs n display stuff... den we watched ben yue. didn't watch e show so not realli interested n was lamming away...haha... oh yar...almost forgot!!! got e bow n arrow in e store..haha...v fun... was shooting it ard. sounds stupid lah...its made of satay sticks kind...heez...but oh well, quite fun =)
den today mr quek was at sentosa wif e j1s, so pe was mr menon. damn funny guy sia... frm start to end of pe he was like making us luff lo... den e best part was he wun luff at all, straight face n everything. damn terrible lo, runing dat time i was luffing, do sit up oso luff...haha... until nearly died luffing le... damn lame lah...
hm...1 of e more interesting stuff... got tis truck driving on e track den its like carrying soil, den he saw n said heh like army lidat ah, run dat time got vehicle to follow deu for u all better, e undertaker, got coffins for u guys if u die, v fast wan juz put in... dosent sound funny here la...i not so lihai. but frm start to end of lesson, everything he sae oso damn funny... =)
sch was quite interesting todae lah...seems like every1's v rowdy n stuff...haha...
but i v happie n hyper...haha...no need piah hw todae...!!!...muahahahaha
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Thursday, January 08, 2004
takin a break frm piahing hol hw....suppose tis is bao ying now for doin nothing during e hols... damn...ah well...
juz finished "referring" to tx's phy hol hw....heez...
actualli i think its quite doable, except dat i haf no time now... so gotta refer mah...haha...
quite proud if myself lah...copy for like 2 hrs finish le...left those dat hafta do it myself cos he has not done...:'( but nevertheless its a great help! can at least slp earliere, n b ready for sp's class tml.
still got maths hol hw...poo...
duno how to do a lot i predict, but cannot dun do leh... argh....life sux!!!
onli 1 wk into j2 life, n mine's so screwed!!! got to stay back after skl for cca, do cca carnival stuff,plus ntu jc challenge mtgs... den next wk wuld b even more disastrous. wuld haf e ntu jc challenge mtgs everydae n oac mtgs everydae!!! sure to clash...how to go for both?! actualli i rather go fer oac, but promised to b committed to e ntu jc thing so cannot dun go, if not wuld feel realli guilty leh... cos i think i like do minimal stuff le..other pple like damn committed n hardwroking not to mention smart oso lo.... i both oso dun haf...haiz....
even sat oso clash...argh...poo poo poo...
ha...den todae went to get blazers for next sat's presentation, wah so damn hot leh... i think i'll b sweating like mad when i hafta wear dat.... plus white long sleeve shirt n stockings?!?!?!?! n those shoes, hope i dun get blisters...haha....
will my life get better?!?!?!
duno how long i can tahan tis man...tis is onli 1 wk n i m dying, haven been getting enough slp everydae... onli fun thing is to b lame n crack silly jokes in class....
skl nowadaes is total madness...
"Don't let what others say or think affect you living your life. No one but you can make yourself feel unhappy, and if you're going to brood over the troubles you have, you will only sink further. Be thankful for what you have and can do, there are many out there who are willing to trade places with you at this point in time. Feel their pain and agony."
i shan't complain anymore!! haha...shuld b glad dat i culd stay tis late...haahaha...
shall b my mad self again...think nicer. my stress free life...haha...actualli dun think i get any stress leh... juz not enuf slp onli... n i think i haf realli been trying real hard to keep awak in class, mayb dat's y i so tired at night...haha.... off to mug~ :D ( i muz b mad, so happie go mug...heez)
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Wednesday, January 07, 2004
todae was e 1st trng we had for tis yr...
prep for sat's CCa carnival....
our grp had to do e banner, souvenirs, n posters...
sounds easy?...haha...damn tiring lor... paint until back ache n ya lah...den got realli sian of these stuff..
rather go n do structures...poo....
den todae kena 90 pumps, for 2 pple cumin late, 1 wrong attire, n tshirts not tucked in when falling in after activity...
after so long nv do...haha... now a bit rusty le....
haiz...think need some oiling le....heez....
hm...den go tis biathalon comp cumin up, duno to go or not... itz running 5k n swimming 0.8k....
if wan to go muz go train...budden leh... wuld b damn busy lo...
go intensive mtgs for e ntu jc challenge thing, den oso stuff frm oac cos jnrs coming n 17/1 got orientation camp.
damn suay gotta clash wif e ntu jc presentation, haiz...
think i'll juz hafta miss e morning part...haha...shuld b real fun e camp...=)
anw juz a short entry, off to piah hw again.... poo...
damn irritating...
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Tuesday, January 06, 2004
poo...dead beat todae... even till now i can't realli keep my already tiny eyes open...
haiz...duno y so shack leh...
mayb cos slept too late yesterdae n i put in too much effort todae trying to keep awake in all e lects n tuts...
heez...
came hm late todae... ard 1948...
haha...got to catch a glimps of ji xiang ru yi...hehe....
stayed back to discuss banner, poster, n souvenirs for cca fair tis sat...to attract e j1s n ip students...
gotta cum up wif e designs n get all materials ready, plus sew e banner together....by tml...was told bout it juz yesterdat night!!! 2130.... poo... think i chao ren meh...heez...
but anw got it done....hehe... n thanx geok lan a lot for sewing e cloths together, realli muz thank her a million =P...haha...
or else tml sure die until v ugly... cos exco tot i got sewing machine den i in-charge of these stuff...poopoo...
duno wan to go slp early to keep awake during SP's gp tml...cos its a torturous 2hrs...damn...
no toilet break no drinking no nothing....siao...hehe...
heard is gg to do essay...haiz...die liao lor...
my gp is realli cmi wan...still put me wif her...
muz sae moi prayers todae man...
oh yah...n another thing... fri i'm gonna si wu zhang shen zhi di liao..
hol hw for phy haven't touched a single bit n need to hand in, maths not so bad did 1 exercise le, but juz as bad...poopoo..
plus phy assignment... si ding le lor... even if thur dun slp oso cannot complete....damn
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Monday, January 05, 2004
wheeeee~
haha.... sch wasn't dat bad...xcept dat found out dat ms phua was my gp tcher...
might sound noraml..nothing special mah... but she's e Dm..
checked our attire, expectations n stuff... somemore hanif was like gg to argue wif her...
so scared dat she'll walk over to slap him or smth....
well but on a brighter note, dat might not b such a bad thing...cos at least some1 wuld help me keep my new year resolutions!!...haha...
can't pon her lesson (DM leh...pon her class nv die b4 man), muz do hw for sure, can't slp in class(prop ur head wif ur hand oso cannot)...haha...
had realli interesting convo mayb not lah...but here it is(omitted e front cos its too long n hilarious)
renuka:hey juz saw sharon phua walk pass...haha...guess we damn lucky
me: haha...later she walk back den u noe
renuka: if it realli is her i'll slap u ah...
me:haha...k lor
renuka: look hu's behind...
me turn ard n saw sharon phua...haha...
me: wanna slap me? >.<
renuka: u bet!
phy...hm...told e tcher i lost my notes, wuld photocopy n do n show it to her...
haha...managed to fool her... but its true mah... i dun haf it...so cannot do lor...
not i dun wan to do...heez..
serene said i looked real earnest bout it...haha...
which is true lah..yah..
bio... got back ms low!!..haha..
damn happie.... at least my bio shuld b able to get an A by As...hope so..
dat's e subj i realli luv, realli wuld put in more effort den e rest...hha...
hope i'll do dat..
as usual had to set target for major check pts..or dat's wat ms low called them...
common test I: D
common test II:C
prelims: B
A level: A..
shuld b able to get e grades...though i realli hope can get A all e way...haha..
but not possible lah... didn't revise during hols, think hafta put in more effort into chem n e rest...
haiz...or else in e end if realli ADDD or AOOO i will realli sian diao...haha...
yepz... as for my tutorial, went to photocopy...haha...
todae tok cock a lot during class lo..
cos e CT came in late...haha..
renuka was known as DEF(by me cos last time she refused to tell me her other name n i onli knew it started wif a D)
which had a new meaning todae: Delicious evil freak
serene's SAF cos of her shoes...haha wif the property of SAF on her new balance shoes...
so its silly n foolish for her...haha...
oh well...tcher was asking to get to know us better n trying to remember names, in e end ting shu became tingting
jingqi nearly became gardenia or sunshine thanz to e guys, cos we all call her bread( cos she looks like 1!!!)...
haha....luckily i'm not called piglet or chubby or anything..or else damn maluating...haha...
well...now onto chem lect...haha...
damn i was real slow todae... think e brain need some oil or smth..
damn rusty lor...can't seem to catch wat e lecturer is saying, gotta like wait a while n read e lines a few times...
wah...damn sian lo... trying to listen to lect den smth lidat happen..
heh...realli sian diao man...sound so silly clarifying like practically every line..
now it muz b due to either hol too long nv use brain liao..
or thanx to my kor kor lor..
everydae sae i silly... now not silly oso let him sae until i dumb liao... >.<
sigh sigh....hope tml's better man...
den comes after sch, me suppose to go mac ritchie wif serene to run...cos dat woman suddenly xin xue lai chao...
heh, at 1st she wanted to do 10k lor...den i realli sian diao man...so long nv move liao still wan to run 10k..
poo...luckily persuaded her to run like 3 odd bah...
but in e end RAINING!!!...
sheez...suppose hafta wait...cos of commitments n stuff....
hehe...tml got pe... wonder hu's e tcher
hope itz not mr menon...haha..
though he nice lah..
but i so unfit, sure die dere man..haha..
but mayb i can start training, some motivation bah..haha...
anw gtg mug le...or erm...actualli do phy...haha..
i so guai go get my phy todae...
muz go do now n keep my promise...heez...
~tata~
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Sunday, January 04, 2004
sigh...so damn screwed...
lost my bio ecology tutorial, left behind my phy notes...so cannot do tutorial...
duno how to do maths tutorial...haiz....
suppose tml i'll b standing e whole dae...
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juz back frm sending roy to pk's hse...
tot it wuldn't b bad, i culd take it, but it wasn't e case...
its so hard not to cry.
onli separated for 15 min?
can't help missing him...sigh...
saw his face when we were leaving, he was trying to put his head thru e gates to get to us...
feel real bad leaving him there...
after looking after him for 2.5 yrs, he's juz gone....
though i culd visit him, but it wuldn't b e same anymore...
2.5yrs might seem short to u, but we haf realli becum attatched...
it's hurts to loose sumone u luv, hurts to haf dat sumone leavin u...
hope time heals all the pains...
My Immortal
Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
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