Tuesday, August 10, 2004
HAPPY NATIONAL DAE!!!
heez...its a bit late but nvm la yah. haha. i felt damn patriotic yest. yup yup. 1st time got dat kinda feeling. duno how to sae oso lah. but yups. feels good. =) watch ndp at hm again... haix. my parents juz dun like gg for these stuff. n i'm not a lucky person either...so yah...watch at hm. tis yr, dun realli like e mass displays. =p still luv e 1 we did in sec 1. watching e mass displays juz made me tot of e times we haf in sec 1. gg for all e pracs. no doubt it took a lot of time n commitment, but hey its fun. realli. i'll give anything to do it again. like e parade too. haha. all e pple marching n stuff. its juz so... zai? duno.. but i think tis yr e parade commander's voice not v nice. heez. dun like.
yest morn went to go baibai. met a few of my cuzs. miss seeing them le. duno, but dun seem to haf a lot to tok bout wif them. cos they're all older... gen gap bah. haha. but after some warm up time, its ok le. haha. i'll always yearn for family gatherings. duno, but seem like my parents dun like to spend a lot of time juz sitting there yakking. sometimes i realli feel like i'm e opp of them. i like dogs, they dun. i like gg to beach, trekking, wateva, juz spending time wif nature. they dun. they juz commented bout some family cycling on e roads. its dangerous ah...yada yada. i know i'll nv ever get to do dat. its realli weird. i seem to b e onli odd 1 out or smth. -shrugs-
anw i ahf waster 5 daes of precious revision time. prelims' coming, n so's As. =x
HELP!!! i think i'm losing steam. haix, not to sae i've work hard for a long time...but... i juz get damn lazy again. n there's e ct results. duno how to show them. tis time is realli bad. nv in my life has studying becum tis bad. realli damn shi bai. argh!!! n then there's e pressure, frm myself. i'll sae i expect a lot, cos now prelim's nearer n i'm not a lousy student in e past. now, i'm not sure. e expectations are there but i'm afraid i juz can't make it. although parents always sae, no pressure, juz do ur best... but i haf expectations for myself. n every1 knows, all parents want their children to haf gd grades... can't deny dat fact ya noe. n another thing, i haf to do well. cos there's e aunt n her son. i muz do better den her son man, dun wan to c dat smug face. irks me. so damn arrogant lah. although he's not been doin better than me. i juz dun wan tis to happen tis time. no, never.
oh yes, n i haf tis naggy feeling dat i'll b falling sick soon... very close to prelims.... =s
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that take our breath away.
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Sunday, August 08, 2004
5 daes of hol... 2dae's e 3rd n i haf wasted all e daes...darn
fri went 2 watch e village... damn LAME show...dun watch it... argh...
had snrs farewell yest n invest. not bad lah... although not quite wat we expected...but we got quite a lot of photos...haha. had a great time... havent luffed like dat for ages le... =) yakked quite a lot too...haha... n cuz called me frm london in e morn... toking bout uni stuff...haiz... duno wot to do now oso... xcept study...=s
n 2dae went for ndc at botanical gdns. yes...dat place... at 630 am. totally mad. so tired now... -yawn-
go there help for logis stuff...got to play wif e big balls kinda things dat they pass ard... v nice... in e shape of e soccer ball they use for euro i think... cos it had dat sign lah...heez.
shall not blog bout unhappy stuff. tmr's gg to b wasted too.... gg out wif cuz n stuff... haix. my bks!!! shall take a nap now... need to go for stud grp later. =x
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