Thursday, April 01, 2004
duno wat's wrong wif da weather. so damn hot!!! sweating practically everywhere oso. haix. damn er xin leh. stinky too.
my throat hurts. duno for how long le. seems to b getting worse. -groans- tis sux lah. argh. my voice gone haywire oso. think its gg to run away frm me soon~ =p
anw feeling damn pissed lah. does my room look like a store rm or wateva? go camp den go camp lah. not like tis is e 1st time lo. cum running asking for my torch. not like i dun wan to lend. but apparently nothing comes back working or intact. freak lah. still cum n look high n low in my room. not like i hide torches everywhere. n e whole hse not like onli got 1 torch lo for gdness sake. n its definitely not e 1st time u're gg camp. wth. slp oso cannot slp. study oso cannot study. 1 cum in still not enuf. hate it when pple peep ard.
rare chance i wan to study n now its gone. n boy do i hate organic prac. total disaster. those supposedly sweet smelling esters stink. if not even those organice compounds like ethanol, phenol n wathaf u stinks too. gdness. feel like i'm poisoned throughout e prac lesson. shall refrain frm using too offensive words incase i juz get tell taled on. hrmph. not in a v gd mood as u can c. get on my nerves n u get it. got scolded on not gg to docs oso. not like i dun wan to go. i dun haf e time!!! u think its nice having ur throat hurt like mad n trying to speak when u can onli croke? think its nice having ur ears blocked n can't even hear wat u r saying urself? juz leave me alone. wun die juz lidat. if i do, den too bad.
sometimes i wish i live near e sea. can juz go there when it realli gets unbearable at hm. argh. juz feeling sucky. getting results all in e 0 to E range is not smth gd. i need some off daes frm sch man.
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004
todae did smth fun durin cca. at least to me it was. rope obs. haha. my station was suicide window. sounds scary, but once u done it, u'll lurv it. haha. tied e spars outside guards rm. 2 of em on e piller. think at e beginning relli look like clown.heez. we all tried when e jnrs weren't here yet. haha. dun wan to throw face mah. wan to do a few more oso cannot le, cos muz let jnrs go. sum of them hear e name oso scared le. bit misleading bah i think. when yy demo dat time, a lot of e girls were like gasping. haha. but once u go n try, think shuld b ok lah. i wan to play somemore~
cca's gd for relieving stress nowadays. get away frm e bks n into e sun. =) though e hot weather wuld cause to kena water parade. hate it lah. always gg to explode after dat. -yucks- esp todae when playing wif e suicide window. n it dosen't help to haf me luffing all e way again.=p n those big fat ropes r seriously heavy. tiring to carry them oso, but as long as can play anything oso can. haha.
think there will b a tahan trip in june. need to go ophir as prac. sounds fun, but shuld b violent as they call it. need trngs 3 times a wk. hmmm...duno if parents will allow. looking at my ct -shakes head-. but i'll try. i wan to go!! since last yr's overseas trip was cancelled, thanx to lumster. n there's obs korea at e end of e yr. dec. duno can go not oso. $2100. haha.
anw tis sat got napfa, 0730!! gd luck to me man. i feel like a lump of lard. haix, somemore haven't woken up frm my beauty slp. better not get silver n below. or else kena pe remedial le. =x after dat'll b orienteering~ whee~
When the going gets tough, the tough get going.
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Monday, March 29, 2004
1st period of sch phy paper came back. SIGH i failed. got 43.8, a big fat O! well, half e pple passed half failed. think e rest wuld b a total disaster since phy is suppose to b erm, one of e better ones? not dat tis izn't enuf, e sch has decided to band us according to grades. y? cos vj did it n they got gd results n so we r doin it too~
confirm to b banned for phy n bio tutorials, maths is for lect. think i'll b e bottom lot for phy. haix. now cannot dun do tutorial anymore. any splitting might b a gd idea.=) cos new pple, i might juz listen to wat e tcher has to sae n juz shut up. might juz learn more dat way. hope they dun put me in some class wif e damn mug pple, i'll juz die.
n gp. ms phua was...woah, realli diff frm her usual self. she was telling us stories, bout her uni life n toking sense. she told us to take time off to relax too n not juz mug ur head off. told us nature heals n stuff, muz get in the sun once a while. cos some1 told her b4 in jc, we dun get to c e sun. early morn go to sch, late at night go hm. which is v v v true. she said muz go park walk walk, go beach walk walk when u v stressed n everything, juz dun jump in. which is true. i like to juz go sit by e sea, u'll feel a lot better~ dun realli get e chance now cos of e blardy weather, keep raining. poo. n she mention smth bout colour. haha. e sch table, uni all grey grey wan, c liao oso sad. haha. quite true lah. sometime feeling low den c all those dull dull colours ard u oso wun feel any better. its e 1st lesson i actualli didn't feel my heavy eyelids closing =p. its e 1st time i was smiling n agreeing wif her during lesson n after lesson. wonderful feeling for once. if she keeps it tis way, i'll luv her lesson. =) she told us to start revision. juz 5 more mnths. it'll b over soon. it'll b tough, but after this, uni wuld b a breeze. n we shuld feel stress, if not we r not normal. juz like climbing up a mountain, u'll feel breathless n everything vs gg downhill. it's easy. so if u dun feel stress now, most prolly u're in e wrong direction.
she's in such a gd mood,but then again might juz b bcos she hasen't marked a single piece of exam script. haha. hope she dosen holler at me after marking. =p
n mrs cheng came up wif tis dress down dae thingie. every wed juz hafta wear tis polo tee thing wif e skirt. n it dosen't need to b tucked in!! haha. think we'll all look weird. whole sch dress in dat including tchers. hehe.
went mac ritchie again after sch to jog. got dragged there again.haha. but think damn slack lah. ran a bit onli. =p
What is hard to endure is sweet to remember.
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