Saturday, March 06, 2004
back frm recce. not as interesting or fun as i tot to b. was juz taking buses n mrts ard, den went some of e places to c. skipped a couple of it oso. left onli e part at ecp n town. gg to do it mon after sch. hope its not boring. well had time on e buses to interect wif pple. haha. cu jing gan qing. well, shiyun was a bit mad bout taking pics. haha. she uploaded those for orientation camp n nvm, but i can't save it. sadness. mayb i'll get it frm her. still got our night cycling recce pics oso. hmmm...not there. took some silly shots of me. so throw face to put on e net. toking crap. dun mind me. interesting wan was gg to farmart. haha. took pics wif goats. =) they v smelly. gdness. dat place realli stink. haha, but i like it, cos they got sell puppies. hahahaa. so cute. tis golden puppy jumped onto e fence to lick me. haha. not suppose to, but i let him or izit a she. hmm... aniwaes, he v nice, let me pet him n sayang him. haha. missed moi roy roy. tml he bdae. hope can go n c him. prob is i not realli sure where e hse of pk is. haha. shall go ard n search lah. spore soo small wun get lost wan. back to e recce, ended at punggol park. not a bad place. ahaha. dat's where my station will b. =) bad news la, station at punggol jetty is cancelled cos lumster sae there got malaria. diaox. tchers. ah well, enuf bout e recce. not realli tired lah. but juz sian now.
did quite a bit of my hw b4 i left e hse for recce. think dat doing work is afterall not dat bad lah. like last night i took so long to do e 3 qn of bio mcq b4 falling aslp den realli dun wan to do le. took like half hr n completed all e qns le. did my complex no. assignment oso. duno still got wat to do. think its time i get a notebk. haha. keep forgetting wat hw i haf.
parents keep asking if i gg for some duno wat career/ uni tok tml at some hotel. haix. dun wan to think bout it lah. its sum aust uni coming tok on law, med, n duno wat else. they like keep wanting me to go do med. ask me go read news on some lady doc hu did 9yrs of eh smth like cip thing lah, treating pple in some 3rd world country n yada yada yada. think they r trying their best to get me to forget bout silly n foolish. argh. stop tokin bout tis le lah. my results r like totalli in a mess. so screwed.
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Friday, March 05, 2004
got a2 4 ao chi. hmm.. not bad le lah. dun feel much anw. think shuld b ok. considering nv go like 1 or 2(hundred) lessons, if there is so mani, didn't do hw, nv study, exam dat time i juz quickly finish den can slp cos e hall was so terribly cold. hehe. anw shall congratulate myself. haha. whole class did not bad lah. e whole gang of us all got a2, onli yvonne n jingyi got a1. think they deserved it lah, hardworking n all. den mayb 2bs n yep phoebe passed! so happy ah her, congrats. =)
think phy did not bad lah. got like 50 odd percent nearly 60% got As n like 90 odd percent got As n Bs, shuld b, if i heard mrs thia correctly. muz b dat's y she nv scold us for like bring half hr late. haha. cos we all went to get chi results after phy lect, didn't wan to go for lessons. =) chem shuld b not bad oso bah, ms aw leaked a bit of news though she's not supposed to. hehe.
snrs got their A level results. think they all did pretty well. heard like all of them got As n Bs. hirk. smart bunch of pple. haix. nvm. think its high time I start to study. or else quote frm ms chua" nxt yr tis time u'll b alone. pple all celebrating u will b alone." hope dat dun happen. *fingers crossed*
When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. anw ms chua sure was pissed todae. scolded pple. think she already bad mood den, alex didn't do tutorial, den tingshu n zhiwei came real late. so yep. she gg to scold us real bad on mon, cos maths test onli 3pple passed. n nxt time dun do work no need go her lesson. so whoever is absent is taken as nv do hw. =s
pe was haha, fun? did 8 rounds todae. started running frm lane 8 all e way in to lane 1. not bad lah. den after dat played a bit of netball n bball. haha. so long nv move le. den mr menon can do wonders to illness. haha. got like 2 or 3 pple didn't wan to do pe cos they sae they r sick lah. den once they c mr menon, haha, all sickness cured! all went for pe. haha.
after sch had mtg. onli like 4 of us. haix. at 1st onli got me kenny n yuk hung, n asper stuck in e store. asper got e table. bleahz. nvm we can do fine wif e stool too. shiyun came later after her lesson end. anw finished e night cycling proposal. whee~ a load off my mind le. shuld b fine lah, den revised on some knots cos nxt wk activity its my grp's turn again. yep. haha, tis time i not i/c le. =p muz take turns to b i/c mah, gif every1 a chance. =) anw i nearly died luffing again lah. kenny n yuk hung were erm, acting like clowns? sometimes realli duno to get angry wif them or juz luff. but anw all our mtgs always like dat wan. full of fun n laughter. wahaha. recce's fun too. luff non-stop oso. like tingshu saes, i luff at anything n everything. oh well, life's too short to frown. tml got recce. wahaha. mon after sch oso. haha. duno if my dad allows. but mayb e chi results can do a bit of wonder. =) it'll b fun, but after come hm, look at e hw den realli sian le. #@%!%$^!@#$
o. dat stupid IDF thing. duno wat the i/c doin. still not mtg till now. wed duno how proposal gg to pop out. mon i can't meet after sch. too bad. tue too late. duno wat he doin oso. haix. shuld i msg him? since my night cycling proposal finish le. cannot b so irresponsible leh. but e thing is i need to study oso lah. not like my results damn gd. if it is i dun mind doing it. haix.
i'm hoping for some sort of hol/ early left off/ half day (be it at 1400 or 12oo), ANYTHING! =p
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Thursday, March 04, 2004
tml gg to get back chi n pw grades.argh. think wun b dat great lah. considering how slack i haf been for chi. think even worse den back in sec sch. but anw, dropped e subj already. juz leave to tml. 1 sad thing is think cannot skip lessons tml. aiya. sad. still will haf feesiks. eek. den pw, haha, e whole lot of us so slack, nothing to sae if we realli did terribly. presentation, we didn't even reherse a single time b4 e actual grading. file looks think cos of surveys i think. everytime go evan hse do pw, juz ended slacking, cooking n playing, gossiping etc. haha. still remembered e dae b4 op, wanted to prac so went evan's hse. was waiting for kalpana cos she gg hospital. in e end quite late so she didn't come le. n guess wat, we did NOTHING. watched 5 discs of hong dou nu zhi lian =p. pro sia. onli stopped for like lunch, den continued watching le. wahahaha. watch still 5pm somemore. den got addicted le. wanted to finish e whole thing but aiya, cannot. hehe. so yep. shall noe e results tml. juz hope can skip a bit of phy.=p not worried bout results leh. duno y oso. mayb cos used to horrendous results, so dosen't matter any more. its bad, but can't help it. haix.
got aC recce tis sat. haha. got reason to get out of e hse le. hehe. 1300-1700. haha. finding reason 5 myself not to study for Ct again.haix. its like less den 2 wks n here i m, still slacking, not revising. haven't started at all. realised my chem is in a total disaster. basic stuff oso duno. think i'll realli get like grounded after cT. boo hoo hoo. hope not.
heard tml pe running 10 rounds. wahaha. gdgd. after slacking for so long, shuld move a bit. didn't run 2dae either. was busy photocopying street directory, went to c mr lum, was raining too. hehe. but i finished my complex no tutorial. *gRinx* left gp n erm phy.haha. quantum tutorial. was like blur toot lah. keep taking e wavelength as frequency. in e end keep getting wrong ans den got damn pissed dun do le. poo. i'm a lousy toot.
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Wednesday, March 03, 2004
argh my stupid word doc sux!!! it keeps having error n i can't type my proposal properly w/o interuptions. actualli not proposal, juz part of it. haf a bit of spare time. its not like i haf a lot of time to spare anw. hafta hand in night cycling proposal to LLS nxt wed. got e route out, need to photocopy e street directory tml, got a lot of pages to go. doin during free period. gg to run to. slacked to much 2dae. practically didn't move much much less sweat, xcept for e like 50 pumpings. gdness i'm so slack. partly cos i was wearing sandals. got cut by e stupid slippers on sun lah, gdness noe how i did it. mon wear shoes to sch, den came hm it was bleeding n until now e wound wun dry up. eirk. mayb cos i used plaster. changed to gauze 2dae a bit better le, but after i bath, got icky stuff again. haix. duno if i shuld wear sandals to sch tml.
tcher put me b part of e organising com for international friendship dae(IFD) celebrations. wonderful. not like i dun haf enuf proposals to finish. due on wed. nxt wed. congrats man. juz told 2dae. got 10 odd pple bah, in charge. most of us cos we dun haf leadership positions in cca. like those exco stuff, so to give us opportunities to show our leadership. poop. if juz organising some silly event shows leadership qualities, i suppose my cca everywan wuld b doing dat, but how cum its not counted? we all get to organise weekly ccas n a major event. all not given credit. nvm. we all do it cos we like e cca, its fun. but all e sch cares is sum stupid leadership pts for PEARLS thingie. gdness. couldn't care less if its not reflected in e testimonial. not blaming e tchers or wateva, juz think its silly. getting pple to organise sch activities cos they haf no leadership positions. =x wot's wif all these stupid stuff. pple studing juz for e sake of exams, perfect results to get scholarship. looks gd. how mani actualli study cos they realli wan to learn? same goes for cca. those pple wanting to get exco positions, want to go comp, all these juz to get pts. doin cip oso e same. having pple suck up to snrs to get their votes into exco positions. its disgusting lah. being very very involved in cca dosen't gurantee gd cca record or pts for u. u can like juz slack ur way thru if u noe e way to do it. to me cca is smth fun, doin things u enjoy, wif e pple of same interest, a break frm studies, not juz to get pts or those crap stuff to help u get into cca. argh. nvm. heard frm mk, e pre-u sem interview. juz cos they noe dat e topic wuld haf human psychic, e guy, councillor, sae he wants to join cos he is sooo interested in human psychic n he likes e topic n wateva. argh. councillor. now oso got pple starting to do these kind of stuff, suppose there's more out in e world.
ok, done wif all my ranting n ravings. shall start mugging. hafta get into e mugger mode. duno how to though. argh, not e 1st time anw. duno y i becum so terrible as i get older. haix. somemore not gd at anything lo. studies- no. cca-no. slack-ya, but not smth to b proud of. sigh. slp in lessons, definitely. can't seem to stay awake. last time nv in my life haf i been caught slping in class. sigh. not dat i nv try to stay awake, but realli bad lo. if i keep realli awake e whole dae, den by e end of e dae when i get hm, i get realli tired n keep dozing off, can't do anything oso. conduct oso realli gg downhill le lah. nv pon sch, lesson anything last time. now like u name it, i do b4 le. perfectly disgusting.
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Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Firefly
When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
could you forgive and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
You and me
we shared a mystery
we were so close
like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night
Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me
wheee...i luv tis song. haha. anw i saw fireflies during my night hike. hehe. super nice. =) saw twice, but each time onli saw 1. wanted to catch it, but didn't. yili n huizhen said dun b mean. haha. look like little round light sticks. haha. e one we saw was green, both e times. duno got other colours wan not. heard tekong got a lot, but pity cannot go n c. =( oh well, at least i saw 2 b4. haha. shuld haf taken photos. aiya.
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Monday, March 01, 2004
tis came as a shock lah. after i bath den my dad ask me go to him, got smth impt to tell me, juz need 5 min. so ok lo...i go over. den he was like, i give u $1000 for every A u get in A levels. den he look ard to c if my sis was anywhere near, den he said if u get into local med i give u $10,000. o.O
think ah its cos i not studing now, or look like i not studying so they trying to motivate me. haha. damn funny. my mum den sae u wan a personal maid? u wan water or wateva oso can. i b ur personal maid lah, den u give me 25% of wat ur dad give u. hahahahahaha. think they are gg bonkus, or they r swimming in money. =p o...mayb cos they juz found out i in chem R. hehe. alamak.
but i dun think money motivates me. its v attractive, but still, heh, not motivated, for some reason or other. haix. i shall b hardworking frm now on. =) muz MUG hard!!! e whole world seems to start to mug le... sigh. daes are passing v quickiy. v v v quickly. how how how???? i haf to get myself motivated!!!! but how????
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Sunday, February 29, 2004
hehe...new design for a new mnth. bdae coming!!! =)
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PISCES WOMAN
She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.
She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or an one-night stand guy.
She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin.
Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not, she will never try to over-power any man. It's not even in her thought. She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.
A Pisces woman, if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her, then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.
A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love. The word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.
Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.
She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.
Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angel.
haha...true or not i duno. think pple ard me will noe better bah.
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juz woke up. -yawnz- can bearly keep my eyes open. realli a strain keepin them open, can't do it for more den like 5 sec? slpt for eh bout 2.5hrs since i got hm. gg out soon. for e silly n foolish career talk. think most prolly i'll b dozing off there. aiya. shiyun was still saying shuld haf juz gone striaght, wif mud n all e smelliness. haha. perfect candidate sia. shoots. tearing every time keep my eyes open too long. argh. anw had night hike yest. walked frm mac ritchie, to bukit panjang there, ending pt at Zhen Hua Park.
eh at 1st tot station master v gd ah, can slack, but b4 e slacking part it was like realli brisk walking. cos pressed for time, they need to get back to mac ritchie after dropping off all e station masters, so the guys' strides were realli big end up i like haf to run to catch up after every few steps. woot. walk until so hot!!!! esp e track pants oso, somemore we walking at 1730, sun haven't set yet. i at station 3, e place after board walk at golf like. its on smth like a bridge lah, den e water was damn icky dirty. tot will haf lots of mosquitoes. luckily i didn't get bitten. haha. cos there were like mosquitoe surrounding us cos weijian like took e whole pack of e baygon mosquitoe coil frm store. hehe. think forgot to distribute so e rest didn't haf. sry ah pple.=p
had to walk to nxt station even after we pass ours cos later we haf to "collect" ourselves, juz walking to e nxt station to meet e station masters there, den walk again down nxt station. so had to walk where e jnrs walk oso. n we seriously walk v fast lah. keep bumping into e jnrs at e sations. we still like wait for e last grp to leave for some time den move, still met them. =x damn stinky lah. walk frm macritchie, pass by golf link, go rifle range, to e bukit timah biking trail, walk all e way to zhen hua park. yep, sounds short but i think is bout 18k. think wei feng said so. he i/c. actualli not tired lah, juz keep slping a bit when we waiting for jnrs to leave. when finally saw light at e park, den realised my track pants were realli dirty lah. mud everywhere n duno wat i sat on oso.
brought like magazines, hw n stuff there for entertainment but no use lah. after we were drop off at e station, we juz sat ard, den look like gg to rain le so we went to e tower. forgot e name l. but its realli close so gd place for shelter, cos eventually it rained, den other pple got to either built basha or juz wear poncho n squat there. hehe. tok to weijian, den we tried reading e mag, but soon sky turn dark le so cannot read liao, use torch v tiring so we juz lie down n tok some more. realli sian lah, so when rain stop liao went to find huizhen n yili frm nxt station. v close onli. haha. e solo walk station. o another thing, reception was realli bad at our station, onli on e tower den got 2 bars max. anw later rain came again so off to e tower we went. 4 of us. not long after, tianwei n shuying came. haha. gd news. wif e gas canister n mess tin. =) went to boil water, yili jie had cup noodles. haha. had a little party as tianwei calls it. keep toking nonscence den keep luffing, haha. most entertaining time. after dat nearly time so went back to all our own stations le. tianwei there still got like campbell soup, n 5 okts maggie mee, milo. -grr-
went back to our own station lorh. juz lie there n wait for jnrs to come. they took qutie some time lah. den had to call e tcher, miss tan ming ming every hr. haha. late n she will call u! like us lah. cos the jnrs all like came tog, den v busy so missed e time for her call. in e end she called me. hehe. yep. not much lah. our station is called hikers nose. smell stuff. e jnrs damn funny lorh. keep saying they cannot smell anything but in e end they can give e correct ans. weird. total disaster man they all. dun follow instructions wan. haiyo. oh well.
had e best night hike bah.haha. cos realli slack. except walking after dat. my water bag i think cos i suqash it den later wet wet lah. xy's mag erm, sadly got wet. sry ah. if realli bad i buy another wan 4 u lah. dat's bout it. my eyes realli hurt leh, keep them open for such a loooong time le. argh.
-wails- moi eyes!
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