Saturday, December 25, 2004
shall start wif christmas eve..was too tired to blog yest. yup..it all started when i went wif xy to kino...bought 40 bucks worth of bks. haha. anw one thing lead to another.. we were den mtg yL n MY. yep. my juz bk out.. gg in tmr le. haha. anw we(me n yl) wanted to do a gd deed.. but it turn out argh..bad lah. crap. but yeah.. we waited for so long for my n yl to turn up lah. my legs were seriously giving way.. but for xy's sake, n my own curiosity, we waited. finally got to c his botak head. haha... damn funny. took neoprint oso. wif n w/o my's cap. haha.
more interesting thing is e mess along e stretch of rd frm orchard to somerset. yep. pple were selling some spray can thingie. e one dat haf foam n some sort of sticky party web like stuff. i noe it dosn't make sense here lah..but oh well... we e innocent pple, juz wanting to take a walk n admire e lights got blasts of those stinky stuff in our faces... hair.. clothes... everywhere. actually i think i got e most. some idiot sprayed at my EAR.. e other pig sprayed at me eye!!! wth. freaking irritating. juz getting caught in e cross-fire... n we didn't even buy any of those stuff to spray ard la.. mayb it'll b more fun if there were more pple.. =) reached hm at 1155pm.. haha. juz nice b4 midnight.. or else will kena again... =s
slpt at 2 smth n woke up at 830 to watch some show den off to swim.. wif xy n yl. haha. very fun leh!!! we were acting like pri sch kids. hehe.. n i was realli shagged. nxt time muz ask yl again. haha. got a ph call right after my lunch to sae i hafta go my cuzzie's hse le. to eat again. oh man.. my tummy's gonna explode lo. drank red wine...den white.. den another kind of white wine n ended off wif red wine. really stuffed le...
now my head a bit aching le lo..duno if its frm e sun or e wine. can't b e wine la.. i'm still perfectly fine.. muz b e sun!! oh well.. haha.. merry christmas. think tis yr.. i've spent a really great time wif my,yl n xy on christmas eve.. n my nephews n niece.. playing wif their christmas prezzies.. n helping them set up e track.. =)
another gathering on new year! wohoo!
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
went wif yL to go job hunting 2dae.. damn its so tiring! went frm agency to agency. crap la. bet they'll suck u dry earning commision... oh well. anw went for an interview dat hanif told bout. it realli is like having teens running e co. whole time there i think e oldest guy i see is not even 30. its realli interesting... but sadly, they closing on 23rd..so hafta wait till nxt yr. oh well..shall c den. think i'm to freaking picky n lazy. see add, dun call.. den in e end think some one else got e job.. or else i'll b lazy to go for interview. crap. i shall change! =)
anw..was too tired after job hunting for half a dae so we sat down at macs n started toking.. bout bgr again...haha. youli is juz too interested in tis kinda stuff.. n her current 2 "projects". 2 i already noe, e other..she tot i didn't noe e gal but turned out i noe her..haha...
n me.. i juz feel so qing1 song1 all of a sudden after toking to her... yep, bout my own stuff. haha. usually dun tell anw. haha duno wat came over me la. mayb these few daes keep toking bout tis stuff... oh well.. didn't noe i can say those stuff out oso... haha. yl sae's i sound so mature. haha. actually i'm a childish freak.. juz dat in tis field.. i'll think more... haha. its not juz a fling.. it wun be. it'll b so frigging hard to get over it... sigh. anw, think i finally get it off my chest... feeling better den since As... =) thanx gurl.
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Sunday, December 19, 2004
went to watch mr goh's performance at aloha... actually its not a performance la. e concert thingie onli like lasted half hr max bah... actualli is go chalet play lo... get to know e pple there.. n yah... got food. haha. but starting feel like shang le zei chuan lidat. hehe. nothing bad lah... haha... but yah... i'll say i learnt some stuff 2dae... frm toking to a few of e older girls..
its like always when toking bout relationship is juz wif pple our own age grp... so e views kinda diff... yep. v interesting to tok to them. 4 of them... 3 was frm nj... 1 frm acjc. all working now... crap, had so much to write bout after thinking thru stuff... but kinda lost all of it... bleah.
one thing they said... muz guard ur heart. think its very true. i mean i feel that girls tend to b a lot more emotional n really give a lot of their flgs n stuff... not to sae guys dun lah... but yeah.. if u easily juz give so much.. u'll really get hurt when u break up n stuff.. another thing... u can't go into a relationship expecting tis n that frm e guy... i mean..sometimes at tis age.. u think dat gg into a relationship is like tis tis tis.. but when u actually get into one.. u'll find out its not realli wat u expect.. n dat's when problems come i suppose... expectations for one another...
N... muz let e guy zui ni.... not u gg after e guy. haha. den it'll make e guy zhen xi ni... haha... suppose its true lah... but actually i think it'll depend on e guy. bu yao gao bai le hou lian peng you ye zuo bu cheng. v sad i think. zuo bu liao qing ren hai shi zuo peng you bi jiao hao. haix. xiang tong le la... zuo peng you bah. at least didn't lose everything. haix. to think i actualli tot of telling him... so dumb. muz b all dat free time to spend thinking bout all these stupid relationship things... shuld juz b like e past... if it's meant to b urs... it'll come...
n one more thing... frm wat's happening to my frens.. n myself too i think... sometimes its juz getting mixed signals. as in when u like some1... some small insignificant things he/she does will make u think dat he/she is interested in u... but actually it may juz e platonic or e guy's juz plain crappy lah.. or juz j/k. haix. esp some guys... always j/k ard.. u realli dun noe if its real or juz j/k ard.. bleah. hai shi bie zai xiang le... time will tell. to all my frens who haf been rejected or dun dare to confess... dun worry... juz enjoy singlehood! its great too. haha.
lastly... wat e jie jie shared wif us... some times getting into a relationship too early.. u'll miss out lots of other fun too... cos it may be e case dat ur world is juz u n him/her... u dun really get to make lotsa frens... or find some close frens dat u can tok to when e relationship fails... so yep.. dat's for 2dae.. its looong. haha. actually all these stuff.. a lot of pple noe le lah.. but doing it is another thing. =) time heals all pains...( i hope its true).
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