Saturday, February 14, 2004
woohoo...its valentine's dae todae!!! had a great dae...v v v tired now...
early morning, went sch to meet den went ntu. was gg to get e results for e competition n den a little more time for exhibition den finish le~ well we got 2 awards!!! hhaha...so happie, our effort has paid off... all e late nights, together, alone...=) won best presentation n best innovation in e lifestyle category... haha..although all along e thing we did was like for army, think they didn't noe bah... cos we didn't write specifically... so yep...but anw we won!!! hehe.. we all tot we were gg to get best poster...cos its realli damn pro n everything...but hu noes... hc got e prize....hehe...though i personally think its not v nice lah...=p. think we were all so happie dat..erm.. we were happily taking photos n like no 1 was realli interested in manning e stall...wahahaha... got 2 crystal trophies which is for e sch, den each of us will b getting 2 plastics wan...plus i think wuld b $300 worth of gift vochures frm kinokuniya....hehe.. $300 a lot leh...haha...can't b buying all bks ah...hehe...=). some of us was thinking of gg to counter there n xchange for cash...haha...
anw after dat...we went ps to eat... wanted to go fish n co, but they onli had valentine dae menu...so cannot lah...so x.. gdness...1 person nearly $30...not counting all those excess charges...so we went to swensons...haha... ordered earthquake too...=) damn funny lah... youli n i were "attatched" todae...haha... den i think e whole lot of them was luffing their heads off cos we were like entertaining them lah, wif youli acting like my bf...haha... even mr goh was luffing lorh... n they were all v 'cold' le... haha... luckily we went early, cos when we were there, the queue outside was like nv ending n foreva dat loooong...all e couples...haha... went to write e cards for every1 after dat...actualli not realli card lah..its juz writing wot u think of e person in e team n yep...stuff lidat... realli great to have met a lot of great pple thru tis challenge... mr goh shared some story wif us b4 we went ntu in e morn -- e memories n experience we haf tis 3-4 mnths will always b shared among e few of us... it will b smth unique dat all of us share...=). actualli tis is not e real story lah...but its e essence...haha... e story ish bout some knights wan... bearing themselves to their frens after a battle, showing off e scares after taking off their armours n swords n everything after a war... after e war they wuld juz go their separate ways, wearing once again their armours... but everytime they meet, they wuld juz remove them n form a circle pointing their swords tog...(like those shows lah...duno how to sae in words). realli touching... b4 mr goh left, we gave him a card we made...actualli is a plastic board, wif a qoo pic n all our msgs to him... found out later dat he was realli touched...haha... he msged youli, dat he even wanted to tear...:)
well...after dat a few of us didn't wan to go hm...so we went to marina...haha...to fly kite n cui feng.. =). me, youli, ee min, zhong hong, zong yao n yun foong.... bought a $2.50 kite...haha... quite fun leh... think we all duno how to realli fly a kite xcept zong yao...haha... yun foong went there n slpt by e sea...haha... den later e kite was stuck on e trees... den zh n zy was like trying to get it down, they tried all sorts of ways lah...damn hilarious... zh wanted to climb tree....haha... even took off e formal shoes lorh... n both of them use those old n wilted parts of e palm tree leaf thing to try to whack e kite down, but they look like they were sparring...haha.... realli funny.... sat down later to feel e sea breeze....v shuang...haha... tok cok a bit lah...suaning pple again....haha... saw 2 les couples...damn gross...argh...but nvm...shall not tok bout them lah...spoiler...hehe...
den later mui kheng came, but zy n em left le... anw so 5 of us left... we toking bout lame stuff again...hehe... n mk, sad lah...cos of her x n everything... broke up le still v sad, den todae v dae got a lot of couples everywhere, she didn't wan to go hm after her debates cos she scared she will cry, actually she did cry on e mrt yesterdae... sigh, matters of e heart.... suppose i wun noe unless i realli go thru it, so can't help much either... but yeap... v dae b wif frens oso v happie...=), like todae... was realli realli GREAT!!
guess i'll b missing e time we had during tis com, all e staying up late, esp during e 5 dae residential stay at ntu, 5 of us, xinyi, mingyang, lee pei, mui kheng n me... was practically at our room everynight to do research, proposal, plans, e mtgs we haf... 2 of us sharing a single bed, toking late into e night or even till e nxt morn... den zy n a few of e guys oso came n we toked...realli miss e time... n all e after sch mtgs till late at night since e start of e yr... hope we stay in touch. all gd things wuld come to an end, can't go on foreva, juz be glad dat our paths crossed n it wuld put a smile on our faces when we think bout tis... can still remember e v 1st time we met as east coast for bonding sessions, knew practically no1...n now...=). GREAT KNOWING U GUYS, THANX FOR EVERYTHING!!! will always treasure the memories... we ROCKZ..!
n hafta thanx mr goh... can't do it w/o him. he realli has been a caring tcher, been wif us, thru e late nights n everything... made e effort of pull us together n he worked late in to e nights wif us, brought us food... even came down to ntu after sch to help us brainstorm for ideas, guiding us along e way... done a lot for us w/o asking for any returns... realli realli realli muz thank him... lots n lots n lots, can't b described wif words... thanx for e wonderful memories, e stories u told, card tircks, jokes...everything...=)
sweet memories for me to reminisce in yrs to come...=)
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Friday, February 13, 2004
tis is in view of v dae tml..haha...
INSTALLING LOVE
Tech Support: Yes, Ma'am.... how can I help you?
Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love.
Can you guide me through the process?
Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?
Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?
Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart, ma'am?
Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?
Tech Support: What programs are running, ma'am?
Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.
Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off, ma'am?
Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?
Tech Support : With pleasure. Go to your start menu and evoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.
Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?
Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.
Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not run on external components ." What should I do?
Tech Support: Don't worry, ma'am. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non- technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.
Customer: So, what should I do?
Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.
Customer: Okay, done.
Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.
Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?
Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.
Customer: Thank you!
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gdness todae fri 13... damn bad luck lah... my legs were aching like mad lorh... n keep walking up n down e stairs... think i gg to tumble down if i walk any more of it...realli terrible...duno y oso... dat dae juz 15 min trng of it den lidat le...haiz... sianz... den my nvm grp pple got go trng xcept me lorh... cos of e ntu thing... den feeling v bad lah...hope dun drag them down... they went to climb 130 stories yesterdae... sigh... n they all oso cannot walk properly cos of trng... muz tong gan gong ku...hehe... think i'll go tis sun, muz make up for it le...but i oso got a bit lah... wear e court shoes, nearly died, so high somemore.... feel like chopping off e heel...haha... but later renuka come n kill me...hehe...
den yesterdae i kicked e retort stand again during chem prac... did it once last yr... they sae i gg to die frm it le cos its v rusty....haha... but i think tis time worse lah... hope e cut dosen't split... todae take e exhibition stuff dat time keep hitting it...den one side split a bit le...='(. n it hurt leh... bleahz... last yr wan not so bad bah...at least wun hurt after i go n prod at it...
hmm....e ntu thing ah...think a lot of sch do until v nice... saw every1's exhibition.... duno can win not... but still v proud of our poster...haha... damn nice lorh...keke... results tml out... haha...hope can win smth bah... realli put in effort i'll sae... spend lotsa time oso...tchers oso help us... gg fish n co after everything ends...hehe... budden leh i got recce oso... gg for lunch wif them lah...den later go recce, but like v bad leh...haiz.. den recce cannot go overnight oso cos sun morn got some stupid total defence thing at safra...den cannot dun go...=|. oh...muz wash n dry n iron my blouse...hah.a.. nid to wear tml again... hope it dries lah.. or else my head will roll le... can't stand wearing e blazer leh...its too big lorh...den e shoulder thing keeps popping out... argh...n its RED!!!! gdness... feel like angbao... even worse thing is rubber band oso muz b red..n those irritating stockings...!!! cannot find my own so fren gimme, den wear le like e hands n legs diff colour wan lorh...damn er xing...e leg like put a lot of powder...eeewwww...
hmmmm...den todae ah... we all tot 2 judges finish judging liao can go le..so we went to take photos lorh... e guls...den hu noes later w bunch of judges came n onli 1 guy at e booth lah...so he had to go present lorh... den later we go back he not happie lah... sae he say half way den 1 of them go back n sae... den wan to take photo can wait till after 5 mah... well... we didn't noe anw...but sry anw... dun b angry le k...=). we r a team...hehe... if we win we win, if not den nvm lah.. anw we did put in our best le...n dat's all dat matters... n e frenship =). dat's wot mr goh said too....haha... mr ong oso not bad lah... was wif us e whole morn till mr goh came... he damn funny n cute oso...haha... we all think so... nice guy =). hmm...den tml when eo go qing gong yan, mr goh n mr ong oso coming....haha...nice nice leh =). todae luffed a lot oso....haha...as usual, den at jp dat time think we realli erm...a bit disgraceful lah..made so much noise.... sch reputation gg down e hill v quickly wif us ard...muahahaha...
think there's a flu bug gg ard.... everywan is realli falling sick lorh... todae e team xy n yf both were sniffing non-stop... mayb yun foong is cos of sinus or smth...but xy i think is realli sick le... get well soon ah...n take care =). hope i dun get e bug ah... damn xing ku... wan to get sick is juz to pon sch, sick enuf to go c doc den take mc but dun wan to bing until gg to die lidat... not worth it....haha... den saw wanting oso... was selling some acjc funfair tix... bought frm fiona le...so cannot buy frm her...haha...broke... den got so mani ac pple selling there oso... so pai seh everytime they ask us... funfair nxt sat...wkend burnt again.
n dat serene tan ah.. todae go sch late... her whole exco kept calling me!!! until duno wat time ah... think i can becum her sect le...muz make her pay my hp bills oso ah...tsk tsk...hehe... luckily mr tek didn't call me... got a few times he call my hp thinking its serene....gdness... duno wot to sae to him...haha...
o...den todae when gg hm after e ntu thing, saw some guy dat look like v****** h*, hehe... might b his daddy, look like him but older....*gRinx* got off at khatib though...hmmmm....=p
v tired le... but shall not slp so soon...wahahaha....
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Thursday, February 12, 2004
freak e mosquitoes!!! duno y todae keep getting bitten ah!!! bleahz..
well tml its e final judging...hope all goes well. did e rest of e prep stuff todae... nid to go early tml to get e stuff out.. den its off to ntu =). nid to bring...eh...blazer, blouse n erm...all e stuff lah...haha... had pizza n kfc todae...hehe...tcher treat us wan... muahahaha... think we did a gd job oso lah.. but most of e credit shuld go to mingyang n zhonghong bah...they did e most lah... me is...erm...haha... shall not sae..
anw todae sian sian leh... duno y... think i'll get sick soon le...like everywan is fallin sick... morn chem tutorial onli 15 pple turned up... haiz... getting v tired nowadays...muz b ageing le lah... den yesterdae's step up... tot nothing will happen, den todae starting to hurt le... tml nid to wear court shoes, i think i die liao...haha... shall plonk myself sumwhere... mayb hide hide a bit if realli canot tahan le... aching everywhere oso leh... poo...
think go pack tml's stuff le lah... or else tml morn sure forget things wan...yep...
ciao
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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
tired tired tired tired...
dat's how i'm feeling now lah... realli shag le... actualli didn't do much but yeah... tired...
well cos jnrs broke rules, bad behaviour, ermm....not realli bad but like nv follow instructions, slowly do their stuff late... etc etc.. so they kena total is eh... 240 i think...haha.. but we discount them lah... did onli 140... =). punish them we oso hafta do so yep...haha... but if got time den no discout le i think...haha. den....yay! pyro got e best fire started award *clap* we got it last yr too...haha... hope they can keep it up n win e best grp again like us =) den wuld b 3 straight yrs...hehe...
after cca we had our own nvm trng... supposedly go climb pt blks but too late le so...yah... we did in sch lah... did 15min worth of eh step ups... wateva its called lah... juz did at e grandstand... intervals of 5 =). do dat time tired lah..but now ok lah...hope tml dun hurt too much, such n unfit person like me...most prob will haf a terrible time tml, but luckily can skip fri's pe or else sat i can realli crawl to sch...
lazy to start work, shall blog a lill more 1st...hehe.. anw todae sp was realli IDIOTIC!!!! tok more den she shuld, den make us write essay n eat into our lunch time, 15min... den nvm after dat she started giving us fri's work cos she not coming n tok nonscence....wth our lunch was like left wif 15min lorh... she still dare to sae canteen no 1 so no nid so much time for lunch... felt like slapping her ah...poo
tml will b a slack dae....hehee... tcher not coming, on course, den somemore tml's timetable is lesson break lesson break...haha... whole dae oso lidat leh...!! =) llking forward to it...xcept chem prac at e end of e dae...muz wear e spastic goggles, make me giddy n cannot c anything wan...
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Tuesday, February 10, 2004
todae's mtg was great!! haha... mr koh(some new tcher lah) bought us e KFC family feast n 20 piece nuggets...haha... was eating in e sigma lab...at ard 7+... den todae quite slack lah... set up booth le den wait for mr koh to cum back wif e food...hehe... i did stuff... e cards, some stuff for e model n yep...found out i incharge of setting up e boards, make sure mr ong's army stuff dosen't disappear when we come back n err... smth else? haha... bad memory... oh yah...n logis oso... like doing logis for tis kinda of stuff...haha...
hmmmm....e phy test...considering i didn't realli study much, i got 11...keke... not bad le lah... think highest in class was 13 bah....hehe...but anw still a fail...total was 25...muahahahahaha... went out wif serene todae....after sch...no ponning...still keeping to my no ponning of lessons resolution =). walk whole of queensway oso didn't find e shoes she wanted... damn tiring lah... cos todae got pe oso... was running up n down some hill in sch, n ard e track n gg outside of sch... partly cos track not done... n it stinks...!!! other stations still...errmmm...normal stuff lah... yep yep...
think on sat almost confirm go fish n co for qing gong yan liaoz... hehe...recce wuld hafta wait...till i finish..*grinx* think dad not too happy le lah...everydae reachin hm at 10... den sat n suns burnt...think he'll hit e roof soon... tis sat all gone, den sun gg safra for some total defence thingy... haiz... go reason for me to get out of e hse though....haha...
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Monday, February 09, 2004
lotsa thing happened todae... think pple r seriously gettin more n more stressed... pple breaking down in class, looking damn stoned/weird/fierce..wateva lah...juz know dat they aren't themselves... got e realli stressed look... well i'm getting myself into lotsa stuff too...
had gd luff during lessons again....haha...jQ was singing some christmas songs... n erm..i known for always hear wrong stuff wan lah.. so kept hearing funny lyrics...den all started luffing cos i was singing e weird lyrics...hehe... juz entertainment for pple in e boring dae of sch...esp mons...realli torturous... well bio lect was well realli bad lah... was like cursing n making idiotic comments thruout,hehe... cos she simply can't teach!! every1 wuld agree wif me... n she still said she has e passion for teaching -.- duno how mani students "died" in her hands man... anw she looks realli like tis chem tcher, n i heard some econs tcher oso...haha... so got like triplets in sch...hehe...wonder how it's like to have 3 of them walk tog... think i'll luff my head off...=)
tot wuld b free after ntujc challenge finish, but no, still got aC, night cycling... dat means more mtgs n recces..wkends burnt.. completely... n dere's e national vertical marathon. well 22feb, ms chua sae muz go train.. n of all pple to plan it, its HERBERT!! great...juz great, nightmares coming i suppose...
well mtg, went for ntujc wan at 5... did e cards, a bit of it though ee min did most, thanx a lot... or else think i gg to collapse le... had quite a bit of fun lah... wore mr ong's army top...haha... wear liao not so cold in sigma lab...but haha.. look like cockroach in some1 else' clothes...( which is quite ture) =p. after dat went for oac wan lah... suppose to discuss bout e aC route... spent like 2 hrs deciding whether to haf cycling part wor...a bit tired lah... stoned n kept quiet thruought e mtg, duno y oso... but anw i think no use having cycling lah.. unfair to those pple hu duno how to cycle, but majority wins...haha... so nvm lah... not having violent objections anw... so yep... dat's bout it lah...left sch at 9? den still got night cycling to fret bout, 8 march proposal due, done nothing...great... n e sickening tests r coming... there's 1 tml~ anw end of mtg, herbert sae there wuld b training for NVM everydae, either 4 to 5 or 5 to 6, but beset is 4 to 6... GREAT!!! mtgs plus extra trngs... nvm... den tis sat leh... morn got road run, den go recce, den at night go trng again...climb stairs... mayb sounds damn easy n slack for those v fit pple lah...but i not lorh... n another thing ah... trngs on wkends too, including sun... think if i carry on lidat ah... i wuld hafta crawl home man... yep yep...isn't dat a wonderful thing? den gotta settle tis wed's trng stuff... dear kenny msg me bout e stuff...yep go pick twigs on wed b4 activity lorh, hope dun rain, or else can die le...n den there's overseas trip in june... ah well, wan to go lah...but duno can not... =(
go hm dat time, had a looong tok wif shiyun, bout lotsa stuff... lazy to write more, hafta go study soon... but yep...xy muz cheer up k.. u r doing a lot better den most of us lorh... dun b envious dat pple r happy go lucky, dun SEEM to get stressed n stuff, to me i wish i weren't so sui bian n like so goal-less... sounds weird but yah... its gd dat u sent goals for urself... but remember oso, we aren't learning cos we hafta learn e stuff, go for tests, its more den dat lah... e skills we leant n stuff... dun get to stress k? ur parents wun wan u to worry... =) yao na de qi fang de xia...*hugz* hope u realli cheered up during e ntujc mtg lah...haha... anw serene showed u e nice nice place rite? hehe...so windy n nice =)
n another thing ah..tml duno to go trng not leh... promised serene to go buy shoes n v dae stuff wif her le...haiz... finish at 1420 tml, den trng at 4.. but plus travelling time...hmmm... shall c tml bah... now can't call her either... y m i so busy ah... last yr wasn't tis bad...not realli bad but...not much time left for my own stuff... bleahz...
-sometimes in e darkest of times...u'll be surprised to see the twilight in the far distance-
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Sunday, February 08, 2004
A Chance With You
Just can't wait forever
I knew that you were mine, when I saw you
Though there's no way of me knowing you deeper
You don't even know I exist
I never want to make things harder
No, I never wanted anything more
But what does it take to get you just to love me
You don't even know me at all
(Chorus)
But it's true
Whatever I do, I musn't give myself away
Even though, I know I could lose a chance with you
All I know
That you understand the things that, I couldn't say
And forever now, I feel you know me too
Been wanting to know you better
But, my words don't even come out right
Now my head, just keeps on spinning around me
Can you fill the void inside
But it's true
Whatever I do, I musn't give myself away
Even though, I know I could lose a chance with you
But it's true
Whatever I do, I musn't give myself away
Even though, I know I could lose a chance with you
But it's true
Whatever I do, I musn't give myself away
Even though, I know I could lose a chance with you
**********
finally found e lyrics...yay!!!
mugging mugging mugging...
so much work undone
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changed e bkgrd... think its not bad lah....hehe... quite like it... xcept i can't get it a scroll bar...so changed to onli haf 1 entry on e main page... think i'll change e bkgrd every 2 mnth or smth... when i haf e time....hee...
anw shuld start revising for cT in march...dat's wot e tchers sae, n wot some pple r doin le... think i better start soon too, dun wan to drp subj... but still got lotsa commitment now... ntu jc stuff.. though its ending, den hafta do proposal for night cycling plus e recce b4 submit proposal... all done by march8.. seems like a long time but its not lorh... 1 mnth onli, n we haven't came up wif e route!!! plus recceS for aC... n proposals for e logis side...haha.. cos got myself into logis, actualli 1st aid wuld b better lah... no proposal to do...hehe... but muz b follower oso... come to think of it, i wan to b follower leh... can shun bian loose weight...haha... but nvm... shall b in logis too... logis v tiring bah... muz set up, during ac cannot screw, n after dat CLEAN UP!!! haha...dat's e worse part, but i shall do it anws...=) hope it goes well, den can haf intra sch aC, comp within e sch ccas... wuld b v v v fun...hehe..overnight somemore... so jnrs muz jia you k.. make it a blast!! will work hard for it, n nite cycling too...=)
think i shuld set some targets for tis wk...
let's c, there's phy test tis wk on capacitance, thermodynamics n ideal gases... so muz study lah...haha... nid to finish e cards for e profs, student mentos n tchers by latest tue, ac mtgs on mon n thur, ntu jc sure got mtg on thur, fri is e real exhibition, sat too... recce for ac tis sat too...my v dae gone... gotta spent it wif e oac guys...-.- haha... shan't b bad... no date anw, juz hope dun spend e whole dae chasing after them... these guys ah.. always known to chiong n heck bout us gurls lah... always make us catch up wif them... eh...n hw...yep hw... shall do them... (PROVIDED I"M NOT TOO TIRED). muahahahaa....
off to mug now...=p (hu believes me??)
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I M DAMN BLOODY PISSED!!!
ask me cook...k lorh... since moi daddy not at hm... n my sista is PRETENDING b sleeping... nvm i later den go do moi hw...wateva... do halfway, ask me to wash e stupid rack, fine...i finish wif wateva u told me to do 1st lah... can?? ask me to put e rack outside, k fine, but e stupid cover of e wok apparently covered e wok n water was spilling everywhere lorh... of course go clean up 1st, but den leh..she started naing at me to put e racks outside... cannot c i doin stuff ah...!!! tell her wait oso cannot...wth... argh!!! still got all those stuff ard to wash up...!!! damn... sounds damn trivial but nvm, juz wan to get it out... looks too trivial to get pissed...but dat's me!! hate pple yabbering away when i'm doing stuff...esp the stuff they told me to do... stop argh...giving commands when i m doin stuff... i noe wat to do!!!
n there's no privacy....rm door cannot close, my sista keeps walking in n out to touch my bear n irritating me!!! peeping at moi stuff!!!!
juz wan to write it all down b4 i stop getting pissed...=p hehe...actualli i ok le...haha... argh...if i gg uni nxt yr... i definitely wan to stay in e hostel... n find some job( like in silly and foolish) dat can keep me away frm home... they dun c me so much, will miss me, treat me better, wun piss me off so easily again... i wun snap at them too, cos they wun always get in my way...!!!
hands damn itchy now...duno wot i touched juz now...muz b dat stupid la4 ya4... stinks too...dat thing....=s
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