Saturday, February 07, 2004
i think i'm stupid lah.. gdness, nv include e registration no e 1st time, n now e stupid thing wun let me check moi score cos it saes i hafta use e 1st acct to check e score cos of security reasons... so cnanot check lorh...wan to enter registration no for e 1st acct oso cannot...wth...so lousy wan...keep telling me to register for some test n stuff...argh.... toot toot toot!! guess hafta wait for e mail wan.... damn. hope moi parents dun open moi letter, or else e score they noe liao sure want to faint...hehe.... now oso sian sian... argh... where's moi entertainment?~

You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.
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hmmmmm...wot is naivete???
naivete: 1) The state or quality of being inexperienced or unsophisticated, especially in being artless, credulous, or
uncritical.
2) An artless, credulous, or uncritical statement or act.
ture? haha...
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lurv matters... dat e seminar i go attend to dae lorh... in sch, compulosry... frm 745 to 1230... interesting? not very, boring oso not very boring lah... but oh well, a little too early to get us to sch to well...discuss bout tis...
anw had some video to watch 1st, den later got tis guy hu i tot looked damn gay to tok bout well...love. renuka thinks she'll a better job...haha... think so too~ but nvm lah...got some chocolates to entertain moiself n luff at silly stuff wif serene, mel n jes...haha... smth bad lah.. we sit tog, erm...will make quite an amt of noise...hehe... den ended wif them showing some abortion video, think i saw even more gross 1s...but still ah... think its damn cruel.... eeeee....
den after dat go for class discussion... n guess wat..of all pple, our trainer was SP!!! my gdness... her again!!! great lah... i wun open my mouth man... =p anw had to answer some qn on those stories n "notes" dat they gave earlier, some realli damn spastic stories, but some v nice...haha...even nicer den some story bks ah...hehe. at 1st no 1 respond to her qn wan...den i think she a bit piss...haha..
anw after dat was...eh... go lect discuss...damn silly but anw...hafta go.. den sp sae she wun scold todae...n will lurv us... smth along dat line..haha... funny...at 1st oso no 1 respond lah...den later got... damn silly thing..sec sch also haf...
not realli interested, so nv rememeber much..
after dat went wif evan n xy go serene center, den go orchard...haha.. went to watch stuck on u...=) nice show, though i fell aslp a bit during e show, cos realli tired lah...hehe... but after slping den ok le... walked ard orchard, pple mountain pple sea... sigh, realli packed lorh, duno where all these pple pop up frm... too bad spore small, no where to go... think i shall aviod orchard during wkends....
was waiting for time to pass cos mtg jQ for dinner den she got trng, so walked ard, bought v dae gifts for e guys, dun think all e gurls sharing tis time, juz e few of us...haha... bought them towels, damn cheap, 90cents each...haha.. but its not cheapo stuff lorh.. juz happen to haf sale~ haha class too little guys den too bad larh...they hafta pay more for e v dae presents...hehe... anw after dat evan nid go far east buy some christian cds, but didn't found it... duno wat she bought, but i was looking at stuff myself, den bought a inspirational pocket card dat saes
STUDY HARD SO THAT YOUR EXAMS WILL BE EASY. 30 cents onli. bought another thank u card, for inspiration to make 12 for e ntujc challenge thing...madness...12 leh...
after walking evan to her bus stop, go wc, go popular den go mt jQ... wondered where to eat, budden e whole of orchard like so terribly crowede so we decided go some ulu place eat lorh... ulu n near our hse...haha... thomson plaza... dat place oso nt realli ulu lah... den oso got quite a no. of pple ard, but not as bad as orchard... ate hans, den later got my dad to pick me up....haha... den yup dat's bout all....
didn't go a single bit of hw... actual plan was to go some lib n do hw after e luv matters thing den mt jQ for dinner n evan n whoever oso can lah... cos i got $18 off for restaurants at heeren, den ya lah... in e end cos i toot nv read properly onli for mon-fri...haha... so nv eat lorh... another dae bah...but hafta b quick, expire on 13 feb...
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Friday, February 06, 2004
feeling damn sucky... duno y oso lah... seem v irritated... duno wif wot... tots r in a total mess too... but hu cares...
after ntujc mtg den lidat lorh... juz feeling low n stuff... mayb cos influenced by yesterday's -ve, evil tots of not gg to sch...
den got hm had dinner late... as usual... later got nagged at again lah... to wash e dishes,woks everything... realli irritated...always got ants den ish moi fault...wth lorh... k i admit 1 time i forgot to throw e rubbish den ants came...but no nid everytime ants cum den is my fault lorh... got realli pissed...argh...
well...todae suc... felling realli rotten now..bleahz.... n dat stupid collegeboard site..duno wth is wrong wif it...!!! sianz... juz in a lousy mood... sounds v well uncivilised n argh... sui bian lah...
got lotsa stuff to do... is tis stress??? poo... duno larh... onli outlet is moi bloggie... dun tok to parents anw... complain they juz tell u quit cca, dun do lorh... u cause ur own problems wan wat... sigh... miss moi darling roy roy...argh... when can i c u??? can onli tok to u.. (:
n moi legs r hurting again...for no blardy reason... damn... 22feb vertical marathon le..if i still lidat i think i will realli hai dao e grp lorh....haix...sian ah!!! todae pe oso lah...e stupid 3.7k road run prac... gtg run though i not gg for road run, den those stupid ip pple...run so slow keep getting e gaps so big...we so xin ku run n shorten e dist den they wan to overtake us again den make e gaps again... bloody hell!!!
tis sucks... realli realli sucks... suppose tis wk realli is bad lah... tml still got love matters stuff... juz hope tml not so moody lah... dun wan to snap at anyone... not dat i always do it... but u ownself moody not other pple's fault...
but got some1 can cheer me up, little or a lot...duno y oso, juz fell happier/better wateva lah..... though i dun think he noes... thanx man...=)
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Thursday, February 05, 2004
argh!!!! i desperately nid to fall sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i nid moi break frm sch, all e tutorials n wat nots....poo
keep feeling like i gg to fall sick soon liao but juz wun fall sick lorh.... damn sian...haiz...
i wan to fall sick!!! i wan mc!!! tis is killing moi!!~
now still gotta go do gp hw...GP again!!! sux!!
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todae cca 1 of e slackest bah...haha... teach e jnrs 1st aid, den later suppose to go pt le..budden half way got called out to discuss smth...so when we finish, go back liao jnrs duno run to where le... so we had pt ourselves... juz run up stairs frm store to canteen den down...5 sets....haha... though thighs bit tired after dat lah... but still v mild....hehe... den munitum went recce for night hike todae.... yep.... my grp night cycling....soon lah...haha... havent got e route out....
as usual...sp lessons were a torture, n after dat always luff at her....haha...but seriously lah...she is damn paranoid n mad... keep thinking we haf everything against her.... dun wan to eleborate bout her... juz make me damn sian onli...
tml 2 mtgs... hafta pon 1 halfway....=) haha...
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Tuesday, February 03, 2004
how i wish i will fall sick, den no nid go sch....argh... sick enuf to stay away frm sch but not feel so sick dat it feels horrible...
impossible i suppose.... blabbering rubbish again...=|
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had road run prac todae for pe.. bout 3.3k i think... but well a lil slow lah... ran for like erm 40min? duno leh... but sort of took up e whole of pe lesson. but cos we like run in e hsing estates, gotta c a lot of nice nice hses...=)... den after dat was hell....had realli bad headache throughtout e rest of e dae.. terrible, can't concentrate at all... keep feeling argh...sick...
but weirdly enuf....it got a bit better after watching turn left turn right during some clao lesson i crashed...though like watch onli for 15min cos e played conked up n stuff... it got a lil better~ :) budden still had mtg after dat... den as usual, cracking some lame cold jokes n yup my head hurt even more everytime i luff....bleahz...partly my own fault oso lah... keep gg lame n stuff...=p
den was toking wif serene in e lib during fee period, suppose to b doin essay plan for sp.... how wuld u bring up ur children? like how will i noe... blardy hell....argh...hate tis kind of essay topics...esp doing essay plan..sianz... anw we tok tok tok nv do work lorh... tok bout lots of stuff... bout silly and foolish, camps, pri sch memories...yada yada...yep. interesting n well, hilarious at times~ guess sch life wun b dat fun w/o these stuff...=) thanx for every1 hu's been there for me... though i always like look damn happie n stuff... it might not always b e case lah yah....
den todae kena bullied by serene n zw.. told serene my jnr wan buy me bdae present, n its not cheap leh..told her no nid le but yah...she want to... still sae its within her budget for me...=) v honoured...=) budden leh... st n zw keep saying i doped her into doin it n ya lah..went on n on n on...kaoz... n den duno how lah... sae until i go n con st oso...den zw kip asking her to beware of me...wth lah... more like st always con me!!!!! haha.... get bullied until i use to it liao lah... juz luff along lorh... not as sensitive to last time pri sch or smth le... =) n i realise onli gd frens will do tis to u...so if got a lot of pple tease u ah...b blessed...n feel happie cos u're lurved n do mean smth to other pple~ might not haf noticed it...but yeah... look at things frm other perspectives, u might discover smth new.
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Monday, February 02, 2004
When life's problems seem overwhelming, it helps to look around and see what other people are coping with. You may consider yourself far more fortunate than you imagined.
hmmmm.... well my problems arent exactly overwhelming... but still i like to complain n yeah... complain n complain... but duno leh... not i like to make a fuss or smth.... mayb cos i get over it quite very quickly...so yah... wun think much bout it... happy-go-lucky... but i feel dat e way i living now ah... think nxt time sure regret wan... always thinking if onli i blah blah blah... no use regreting...but dat's e way i m... lack courage to do stuff i suppose... v stupid, but yup... always nid company... if got frens accompany i wuld do... think i'll hafta change dat... not all ur frens wuld want wat u want... no 1 will always b by ur side 24/7... i can b independent in e sense i can live w/o moi parents.. can cook can slp can do stuff moiself but i'll nid company... dun like to b lonely... sigh n i enjoy being wif moi frens more den moi family...sigh...smth's not right... think like every1 wuld miss their family when they go on like sch trips overseas, camps...etc etc..den onli i wun leh...smth is v wrong...wat if smth happens to them 1 dae...how wuld i react?? izit realli cos i dun lurv them??... aiya...shall not tink bout these stuff le...
getting more n more 38 wif wy le lah... now c each other online always asking bout new "news" bout *AHEM*. hehe... sigh... suppose moi own lurv life is realli nothing... so can onli 38 other pple' lorh.... haha. but its interesting lah...still got pple wun mind sharing e bf... 1st real life story i've heard...^^ interesting huh? mayb i old fashion bah...haha..or stay in some cave on sum mountain...so duno bout it...=p
anw todae i bought shoes again~ hehe...cos these few daes or shuld i sae mnths have been raining dae in dae out n i kip haf to wear wet squishy shoes to sch...-.- realli gross leh... so in e end got new shoes! haha...
think my blog turning into smth for me to rant n rave n blabber bout my boring life... argh...haha... muz b a torture to read... so sry ah....haha...
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how bad's ur temper?
PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20
The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.
hmmmmm.... dun think i got yell leh... hm...mayb cos i always not v angry for long bah....haha...(i'm so nice~)
think i've yet to realli yell at pple... but they all sae i cannot scold pple wan... most prob either no impact or erm... juz make pple luff....argh...i so lousy meh...*shakes head*
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well suppose to b cycling now...but my daddy wun let moi goo *sobz* argh...oh well...heard onli e exco gurls n geok went... damn poor thing...e guys sure piah liao siao...haiyo...forever lidat wan..dun wait for e gurls....
anw i couldnt go cos daddy sae i muz study, in e end i did nothing concrete todae~ early morn, wake up eat breakfast watch tv, den go airport c moi cousin off... gave me $18 off for dining at heerens...haha... den airport eat, den after dat saw a nice nice diary/bk...wateva lah... suppose for v dae i think bah...its red, got a bear n hearts...haha... den got stamps too...nice nice... aircraft series, got civilian n military wan...=) den yep... went her hse watch tv cos dun wan to go hm lah..
den serene called me...jio me go wdlans lib to study.... haha den i finish show go hm...told moi parents gg lib le...den off i went!~
den we 2 stewpid lorh...todae like public hol lib not open...in e end went macs to study after window shop a while. tried doin maths...cannot do...read phy notes den times up haf to go hm le... cos my daddy naggy again... den i tot can go hm n mug leh...in e end leh...tell me refrigerator spoil liao wan to go j8 n c....-.-|||
so off i went to j8....den haha...bought slippers~ hehe... sae i wan to buy bag my mum oso sae can lorh...hah.a..duno wot's gotten into her...but i like it...=p go hm den watch spy kids! think ok lah...not bad....haha...so here i m now.
happie todae~ think i v easy happie wan leh....=) haven't been sad 4 long i think...~ lalalala... o..i shall take pics of all moi pressents...haha... put these few here 1st~
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