Thursday, April 08, 2004
todae kenna kb by ms loh. 1st was during tutorials. got a few pple nv hand in essay assignment. dat 1 ok lah... always same few pple nv hand in. den she was like famous for being damn fierce wan den she dui wo men yi jing shi suan hen bu cuo le lorh. she dun realli scold us wan. juz todae. think she finally exploaded. den during lect, wah...realli kb until like duno wat. anw bio results were real bad lah. think all e tchers r in a bad mood. hmmm... anw she said we r suppose to b e best batch in 5 yrs n we r getting results dat r e worse in 10yrs. well... dun wan to tok bout it le lah.
n serene got scolded by zhiwei for slping sooo much during lects n tutorials. even tingshu oso add his few cents worth. haha.
eh...ooo...yest went recce(again). haha. saw 3 goldens n a little fur ball. hehe. insisted on calling it fur ball...haha... v cute wan. though it looked a little like a tiny bear cub frm e back. n e 3 goldens, haix, reminded me of my darling roy roy. still havent seen him, think he forget me le. anw we looked quite stupid bah. wif big fat bag(Mine), n walking frm east coast park to esplanade there den to chinatown. my bag look like i juz stuffed a shoe box in, so square n damn big, not to mention added quite a bit of unecessary weight. bleah.
e box is put e ntuchallenge trophy wan. individual ones. we each got 2. n e $240 vochurs at kino.^^ n e cert. youli at 1st was asking if wan to go say smth when we receive our stuff. but we didn't wan to. or more like i didn't want to. cos 1 is nothing much to sae, den 2, if realli sae i think sure will cry wan, so still better not bah. onli youli sae smth lo. her eyes like swell le, gg to cry liao but holding back. actualli i oso lah. haix. spent e short 3 mnths tog. esp durin e stay there, e days n days n nights n nights dat we sepnd tog. think we all became much closer to each other after dat. might not b so close to every single team member, but there are new frens made, nv to b forgotten. wonderful memories to reminisce. still remember wat my obs instructor told us. e bonds formed during e time we spent tog are strong. n its hard to haf 16 pple getting so close tog juz in 5 daes. however, as time pass, we mayb becum distant, but dun b sad. be glad dat we had wonderful times tog,so juz freeze e wonderful memories now n bring them out every now n then to reminisce. think wat she said is v true. though e 16 of us, plus her 17, kept circulating n kept contact via email after dat, but after 2 mnths, e mails grew lesser n lesser till it stopped. it used to b like once u open ur mail, like 80% of e mail wuld b frm our grp pple. still remember e name. shears. =) when we came back, we said not to cry, however one started n all cried. haha. think of it quite silly, but e feeling's juz there.
mr goh went for reservice, so dun haf an official debrief. think we'll b having one after he cum back. hope it wun turn into a tearing session. mr goh's a great tcher. done a lot for us. dun think we culd haf done it w/o him. how mani tchers wuld actualli take e effort to organise bonding sessions at ecp b4 e competition. how mani wuld rush down to ntu to b wif us, help us out after his lessons in sch. cum down late at night to ntu to help us brainstorm n get us supper. not mani wuld. he stayed wif us late after sch to get ready presentation etc etc. realli wan to thanx him. more den a tcher to us. n mr ong too. help out a lot. v cute tcher. haha.
duno wat's happening to me these few daes. can b feeling damn happie a moment n v crappy n sucky e nxt. sigh. tried telling myself to b happie leh, but i'll juz forget e nxt moment. argh. wth...
If the going is tough and the pressure is on, if reserve of strength have
been drained and the summit is still not in sight, then the quality to seek in a
person is neither of great strength nor the quickness of hand, but rather a resolute
mind firmly set on its purpose that refuses to let its body slacken or rest.
(Sir Edmund Hillary)
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
i muz b getting on age or smth. got back pain frm sat's activity. duno y oso. den i m damn blardy slp at night these few daes. haix. can't do any hw. juz find myself doozing off n den waking up to walk to bed n b4 i noe it, i'm happily slping le. sigh sigh sigh. help me!!! n i'm eating like nobody's business n not exercisin at all cos of e mc. think by e time mc ends, which is tis wed, i'm dead. napfa wuld e a big fat zero. =x
n every1 seems to b gg mad bout sp's presentation. ok. mayb not every1. but at least e other 2 members of my grp are. onli me. still slacking. suppose to haf online mtg, n i juz keep fallin aslp at e com table. =s. realli sry ah. dun mean it, but i juz can't help it. haix. muz haf gotten some slping bug. i think its realli making every1 paranoid. keep thinking wat if she ask tis wat if she asks dat... keep worryin bout her rxns. dun think its too gd ah. anw we were gossiping bout her in e lib. guessing her rxns n immitating her n stuff. plotting against her. haha. damn funny. =p.
"If abandoning animal research means that there are some things we cannot learn, then so be it ... We have no basic right ... not to be harmed by those natural diseases we are heir to."
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Sunday, April 04, 2004
muahaha... i didn't take napfa yest~ cos i got myself 5daes mc. =p
think e doc rox ah, 1 shot give 5 daes mc. at 1st i juz tot onli one dae. haha. but anw e med not bad leh... eat 1 dae not pain le. well, actualli i wasn't suppose to go for orienteering since i got pe mc, but i still went lah. n i made sure pe tchers nv c me. hehe. but now cum to tink of it, might b better if i didn't go. cos yest my temp went up till 37.4C. duno counted as fever or not. but argh, was feeling terrible lah. nv felt anything like tis after any of e activities i had. but oh well. over le. haha. think todae ok le bah.
orienteering was ermm... not a breeze for me. haha. might b bcos i'm sick but yeah, wasnt a breeze. though juz follow jnrs ard, still tired lah. all walking, onli 1 bus ride allowed for e whole thing. area covered, was eh, those hsing estate behind nj to turf city there, den farrer area, botanic gdns to e bk timah side n bukit timah hill(dat cursed place agian!! =p). took bus frm bk timah rd to bk timah hill. dat's e longest dist. so yep took bus, got air-con somemore!! hehe. den think they started quite slowly leh, so in e end not enuf time gotta chiong back to sch frm bk timah hill. less den half hr. not bad sia. haha. i didn't, cos christine blister burst le, so me n ailin walking wif her at e back. actualli i oso damn lousy leh. haha. think i got stitch everywhere n my diaphragm like gg to cram n stop working anytime liao. heez. argh. damn lousy me. hope ac dat time wun so diu lian liaoz. muz go train train a bit. but now i'm sick again. kaoz.
one thing nice bout orienteering ah: get to c a lot of damn nice hses!!! haha. all those holland, bk timah areas. all those super huge hses n the cars. woah. i oso wan!!! haha. me n christine were like looking at all e swimming pools. haha. cos e weather damn hot lah. we were like swimming in our sweat. =p smelly~ n not to mention feeding mosquitoes at botanic gdns n everytime we sat down to wait for jnrs to complete e stn, will get some ant or mosquitoe bites. i like e hses!!! some look like palace lorh. n like at least got 3 cars in e porch. if i faint ah, muz choose 1 nice nice hse.haha. mayb they'll let me in.-grins- well, dat daydreaming on my part lah. who wuld let some smelly stinky kid into their nice nice hses. shuld stop daydreaming. always dreaming of some stuff i realise. not v gd. got a lot of time to tok oso during orienteering. esp wif my grp pple. dun realli get to tok much during sch daes when u dun c much of them. haha.
well hope i'll get fever leh. tml dun wan to go sp's class. like e stupid presentation we suppose to do, its realli not done at all. think all e grps oso lidat leh. haix. gg to dio meh liao. poo. argh. me doing animal experiment. LS-50. go internet search engine, give me wan all crap. @#$%^! bleah. i dun wan to do research!!! yuck yuck yuck. ok, enuf whining.
Live each moment, cherish every season.
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