Saturday, January 17, 2004
juz done packing tml's stuff, spent a long time searching for e stuff in packlist...too long nv use liaox =x.... a lot of clothes leh...oso duno y...haha...1 dae onli lor...but ah well, i'll deposit it in e lion dance rm... dun fancy lugging e big bag to ntu... well, hafta wear blazer,tie!!! n those silly shoes dat kil tmll.... darn duno how to walk ard in them for like half a dae... n still got camp leh... if got blisters i can die liao... but hope can win lah...cos we all worked hard... tis wk like stay in sch almost everydae to do e presentation n exhibition structures lorh.... until i practically fall aslp in every class n aiya...mood not v gd oso xcept thur...hurhur...=)
actualli todae not in v gd mood oso lah...1st period sp spoilt my dae... den after dat was pe...n
MR QUEK WENT RESERVICE.... LEAVING US IN E HANDS OF MR MENON...frm nxt wk onwards will go thru hell pe n apparently reservice can b quite long...=x.well, todae wasnt bad cos we were late so not much time to do, n help me get rid of my madness accumulated frm sp's class...hehe... but nxt wk...can mentally prepare to die le...devillish...haha... hm... den whole dat i got headache lorh...sianz...den go mtg oso headache... muz b e horrible weather lah...poo... but now funny leh...dun hurt liaoz...was hurting all e way hm man... havnent been slping much oso..argh... gg to haf outbreak soon le...!!! tml nite oso no slp...wah...sun how to mug?!?!?!?! but i muz cannot let serene small c me...ahahahaha...*gRinx* got quite a lot to complete on sun leh... bio, maths, phy, chem mayb not...cos heard ms aw still on mc...hehe.... like gloating at pple's misfortune rite...but aiya... not happie she sick lah... juz glad no need to chem...cos e rest more den enuf le lo... now still got wat...hm... shall b nice lah... go do research, since we all no need slp todae, shall piah tog!!! we rockz! haha... muz do a great job tml...=)
team njc rock onz...=p
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Thursday, January 15, 2004
argh!!!!! feeling real shag again....duno do wat todae to make me so tired.....
was happie e whole dae till chem prac.. realli spoiler...poo.... Genuinely felt happie todae lah...haha...kept smilling to everywan...hehe... muz b thinking i m mad lah...but oh well....always lidat lol...
haiz...i m damn sian leh... though sch onli started for 2 wks, i feel like i haf been there for half a yr liao... v tired of sch.. esp now gp is sp, realli cannot stand it le!!!!! i'll go nuts soon.... n phy...fri's realli a torture, 3 hrs straight of phy, u'll most prolly find me snoozzing....argh.... so much for new yr resolutions, make me so tired trying to keep to them... sian sian
argh....duno how long i can tahan. smth to look fwd to, camp on sat...=)
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Wednesday, January 14, 2004
hehe...i v hypeR n happie now....haha....cos i juz got an email.... was so shocked at 1st, den excited leh....haa.... hehe...think i can keep awake tonite to mug liao...*grInz*
anw todae cca got jnrs cum....my gawd lor...so mani guys!!!! onli lyke eh 5 gurls?? our batch got more gurls den guys lo..
den my jnr grp....eh 6 guys 1 gurl...haha... muz take care of e xiao mei mei...heez.. abw didn't interact much wif em cos was station master... onli did some ice breaking games...den they a bit quiet n stone oso..heez... can't judge much, havent realli seen much... so yupz... i v happie leh..haha.... shall not digress...heez... den my station... fastest was aura, 5min1sec...haha... e onli grp dat made it within 5 min... might b cos ish 5 guys... but den again...team work n stuff too.... think aura n geo e best grps i've seen out of e lot... at least dat's for moi stn... e rest still a bit quiet n stuff....
den after jnrs leave we had singing sessions~ happie again=) den sing sing sing, sang some realli heart warming songs...haha... v long nv lidat le...so busy everywan... felt realli great...*gRiNz* its actualli prep for e orientation campfire...
den ya...muz noe how to sing e songs...or else quite maluating oso.... den later went recky(argh duno how to spell) for night walk.... i think if i hafta walk ah...i'll realli die screaming my head off...haha... think its quite scary lo...den they onli haf a neon tag for us to c them n nothin else~ den like got security officers(SO) aka pple incharge of scaring them sound so nice rite... they r found practically everywhere along e route.. n i'm an SO...haha... gotta stand ALONE!!! hope i dun get freaked by e guys lo... got 20 guys n 6 gurls gg for e camp.... diaox rite... n they all like so big n tall n everything... hee...but it'll b fun definitely...muz go think of how to scare em....hehez.... kena tekan for 1 yr liao now all e evil feelings coming...haha.... den hor my grp think i'll e onli gurl left lo...e other 2 gg to leave at night..... argh...dun wan to b left wif e guys leh... where r e gurls?!?!?!?!...heez think i'm mad.... nvm...hyper mah...hehe....
think i'll stop le lah...haha....so happie... lalalalalala.... go do hw...
haha....in a nice mood..think hw do liao so v shuang.... shuld b correct....wahahahaha....*gRinX*
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Tuesday, January 13, 2004
"Dont cry when the sun is gone, because the tears wont let you see e stars."
nice nice??? haha....
think my legs r failing me...esp my right leg...duno wat's wrong. dat dae was right arm...wah...i think i falling apart le...hahaha....
oh yar....got scolded by our ct, ms ow...or izit aw...ah nvm... e chi tcher lo...sae if we dun go todae den she will go complain, den we all planning to do liao but still got scolded cos she go complain....so bu jiang yi qi wan....lolx...
anw we went 4 her lesson, go get letter template to drp chi, found out sh not bad lah...haha...better den yi pian ye... last yr got leaf tis yr got veg...haha.... i'm evil~
gg to drp chi le....haha....luckily Os i got B3... or else now cannot drop, den muz get A1 or A2 for last yr's den can drop, dun think i can lo.... haiz... think my AO chi wuld b worse den higher chi, irony rite? suppose to b easier wan.... ah well...
off to mugging session~ i'll realli b happie if i dun fail tis test.... *prays*
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lalallalala.... i'm blogging n eating dinner again~
think tis will b a routine...haiz...gg hm late everydae n cannot watch tv while i eat so i've decided to blog! =)
hm...not much happen todae lorh....eh xcept after sch went beauty world n buy my long sleeve shirt, neon green paper, n twine...stuff for camp tis sat... actualli was suppose to go mac ritchie n run after dat... but aiya... a bit lazy den in e end sat at macs n eat....haiz... suppose go jian fei in e end sit at macs n grow fat...haha....
anw todae had pe... not so xiong...yupz.... ran a bit, did some eh....jumping or hoping up stairs n e seats at e grandstand, some incline pull up...haha.... mayb shuld try doing e more challenging putting ur chin above e bar thing....heez....
tml got chem test, den still muz go find n file LAST YR"S GP STUFF!!!! thanx to sp....damn no time to study chem le lor...somemore chem my most lousy subj... dun wan to fail again leh... though i think high prob will lol...
den yst slp dat time got calf cramp...wah damn sian so painful, pe dat time still hurt... den aiya.. juz run n do everything lo... in e end after sch my whole knee hurts liao...den later calf oso...den my fight leg like keep slanting out n i tried slanting it in...haha.... like i twisted frm my knee down...poo.... now walk e calf oso like v stiff....poo poo... dun wan like last time lidat leh.... sian diao...tml still got new jnrs coming down, not gg to follow them run ard e sch, i go join some station as station master bah...or zuo bo there n do tag oso can...haiz...twisted knee...hurts!! :'( can i untwist it? haha.... think i'll put a tonne of salompas...duno how to spell...argh well...i noe can le lah....
off to do sp's file... realli damn spoiler, wed got her lesson*grrrr*... damn happie to haf cca wan lo....
tml shuld b a slack dae...hehe...got gp, chem n bio onli...hehe....oh yar...got jnr meet snr tml!!!!! haha....gg to get them to haf a JTC liaoz....hehe....*grinx* hope they r a fun class...haha....know their class not so little guys like ours...haha... onli got 6 lol....=p
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Monday, January 12, 2004
hey!!! how cum e pics r gone???? it waz purfectly fine yesterade!!!!! argh...evil evil evil... com bully me~ haha...
hm...todae's a screwed dae...haha... wat's new??? mad frenzy copying hw, didn't bring lect notes n yada yada....haiz....
tot my resolution was gg to work hard...but apparently starting to slack le... anw todae got scholarship n uni toks...haiz think e vp damn bad lo....sae if u wan to get e SAF overseas merit scholarship, btw a canoeing cap n maths club pres, of course e canoeing cap easier to get. so bad... nvm den was toking bout start to plan wat u wan to study, wat scholarships u intend to take, den muz go get ready e necessary stuff....i still duno wat to do lah...haiz... if realli wanna go sign on ah.... duno how my parents wuld react... flip n hit e roof? heez... i not e onli 1 think of signing on leh... but ah well... suppose pple still think gurls shuldn't go ns... duno lah... think pple will all sae i siao... some guys sae i can go take their place, cos i was onli saying e net thing they bought for exhibition stuff was nice, n its some army design thing... army so bad meh???
anw todae during chem, serene was telling me bout smth.... but dat evil gurl told he half e stuff n den said she was lying at 1 moment n sae she not lying e other. go evil lorh....go n confuse me n con me!!! poo.... think i always get conned by pple ard me leh....duno y.... n serene was gg ard saying she wan to study pha-lo-so-phy...haha... sounds weird lah... suppose to philosophy but ah well...damn funny... being silly again...
after sch, was busy copin maths...haha... den later waiting for xy to finish b4 gg to mtg, den i went to slp on e tables...haha...yup slp on e desks...haha...chao shag lo...esp after gp...wah use up all my energy keeping my eyes open. serene still said how cum my eyes so big todae, cos i was keeping realli wide open during gp...haha... slp on desks so nice...!!! haha i'll do dat again... remember last time after pw, me n jQ were slping in e chem lab, on e stools...haha...so nice oso, somemore under e fan, den we 2 slp together, den pple tot we died there... esp when u juz sit up, den pple c liao like sit up in e coffin...haha.... those were e daes, carefree n well...can't really b bothered wif sch wrk i guess...haha... miz e daes...hope culd stay foreva in j1 or better still 1st 3mnth... now c e jnrs, aiyo realli wish culd turn back time~
went for e ntu-jc challenge... team cap todae quite happie lo...haha...cos we on pace n stuff...den we tried to do e exhibition structure... which is wat i m doin =) finally didn't feel so fei...haha.... yupz hope everything goes well...for sat n stuff...
lalalala...tml got pe...heard mass pe gotta run 12 rounds...haha.... in line wif e tis yr precious metals r in fashion, not bronze... for napfa...haha..quoting mr menon.... think i die liao...so long nv move... but gd lah...exercise n not sit ard n grow fat everydae...haha...
dat reminds me...tml need to get my white long sleeve shirt, n go rum at mac ritchie bah after dae.... =)
oh n i need to borrow shoes...so ma fan...haiz
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Sunday, January 11, 2004
hehe... shall show off moi cute cute doggie...=)
feeling v bo liao now lah...
maths is driving me nuts...
plus e phy...argh
tchers r evil!!! =p
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hehe...yesterdae's wedding dinner not bad leh...haha...cos i got to sit wif moi cuzzin n we were practically yakking non-stop since we saw each other...haha... she in j1, vj den tokin bout orientation, tchers n stuff...haha... n giving silly comments ard...heez... but damn fun leh... yak yak yak...
den as usual lah... starve u den stuff u... =P
think thses few daes juz eating n growing fat...argh...
n those sick hw pilling high... slack 4 i dae den todae like back to muggin...
so unwilling of me. den do so do v slow...haiz but todae suppose got motivation lah... tonite got those charity show to watch...haha...so muz hurry do hw, but apparently not v effective leh... sianz
nothing much gg on again...sian sian sian!!!!
haf a sad life...argh other den mugging wat else?!
this led me thinking, wat will i b doin after jc? study somemore in uni? study wat?
wuld b gg to work after dat, but do i realli wan a 9 to 5 job? is tis e life i wan?? can't imagine myself working let alone think of wat occupation i wan to go into. dat's wat e sch has been telling us to think bout. scholarship toks, uni toks, all these stuff r gonna cum soon enuf tis yr... n they keep tellin u u muz find something dat u enjoy doin. i mean hu dosen want dat but izit possible? e society works in e way dat as long as u haf gd cca records, gd grades u'll practically get anything u wan. but how bout those dat work juz as hard but dun make e cut? they dun get a chance. r grades n stuff realli dat impt?? parents r always trying to get their kids in some top sch, gif them pressure n all. so wat if they want their kids to lead a gd life in yrs to cum, robbing their kids of their childhood. always tot studies were a breeze till j1. nv realli put any effort into sch work n i still get e grades. now my grades r suffering, but do i realli care? i still idle my time away. did think of trying to get down to work again, its j2 now!!! impt yr, dat's wat every1's been telling me. but i've got a taste of wat's fun in j1. hanging out wif frens, gg hm late everydae, no need do tut, ponning lessons...etc etc. dun seem to wan to study at all. i m no more e guai guai gurl of my parents listening to wateva they say. play play play. dats wat i like. but den again hu dosen't like to play?
suppose now its still back to studying n mugging my head off... dun wanna regret it later if i can't do smth i like(wchich i still duno) juz bcos of grades. silly thing, but dat's how it is in spore... or izit everywhere else?
5 yrs down e road, wat will i b doing?
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