Sunday, January 04, 2004
juz back frm sending roy to pk's hse...
tot it wuldn't b bad, i culd take it, but it wasn't e case...
its so hard not to cry.
onli separated for 15 min?
can't help missing him...sigh...
saw his face when we were leaving, he was trying to put his head thru e gates to get to us...
feel real bad leaving him there...
after looking after him for 2.5 yrs, he's juz gone....
though i culd visit him, but it wuldn't b e same anymore...
2.5yrs might seem short to u, but we haf realli becum attatched...
it's hurts to loose sumone u luv, hurts to haf dat sumone leavin u...
hope time heals all the pains...
My Immortal
Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
ROXYfied