Wednesday, March 03, 2004
argh my stupid word doc sux!!! it keeps having error n i can't type my proposal properly w/o interuptions. actualli not proposal, juz part of it. haf a bit of spare time. its not like i haf a lot of time to spare anw. hafta hand in night cycling proposal to LLS nxt wed. got e route out, need to photocopy e street directory tml, got a lot of pages to go. doin during free period. gg to run to. slacked to much 2dae. practically didn't move much much less sweat, xcept for e like 50 pumpings. gdness i'm so slack. partly cos i was wearing sandals. got cut by e stupid slippers on sun lah, gdness noe how i did it. mon wear shoes to sch, den came hm it was bleeding n until now e wound wun dry up. eirk. mayb cos i used plaster. changed to gauze 2dae a bit better le, but after i bath, got icky stuff again. haix. duno if i shuld wear sandals to sch tml.
tcher put me b part of e organising com for international friendship dae(IFD) celebrations. wonderful. not like i dun haf enuf proposals to finish. due on wed. nxt wed. congrats man. juz told 2dae. got 10 odd pple bah, in charge. most of us cos we dun haf leadership positions in cca. like those exco stuff, so to give us opportunities to show our leadership. poop. if juz organising some silly event shows leadership qualities, i suppose my cca everywan wuld b doing dat, but how cum its not counted? we all get to organise weekly ccas n a major event. all not given credit. nvm. we all do it cos we like e cca, its fun. but all e sch cares is sum stupid leadership pts for PEARLS thingie. gdness. couldn't care less if its not reflected in e testimonial. not blaming e tchers or wateva, juz think its silly. getting pple to organise sch activities cos they haf no leadership positions. =x wot's wif all these stupid stuff. pple studing juz for e sake of exams, perfect results to get scholarship. looks gd. how mani actualli study cos they realli wan to learn? same goes for cca. those pple wanting to get exco positions, want to go comp, all these juz to get pts. doin cip oso e same. having pple suck up to snrs to get their votes into exco positions. its disgusting lah. being very very involved in cca dosen't gurantee gd cca record or pts for u. u can like juz slack ur way thru if u noe e way to do it. to me cca is smth fun, doin things u enjoy, wif e pple of same interest, a break frm studies, not juz to get pts or those crap stuff to help u get into cca. argh. nvm. heard frm mk, e pre-u sem interview. juz cos they noe dat e topic wuld haf human psychic, e guy, councillor, sae he wants to join cos he is sooo interested in human psychic n he likes e topic n wateva. argh. councillor. now oso got pple starting to do these kind of stuff, suppose there's more out in e world.
ok, done wif all my ranting n ravings. shall start mugging. hafta get into e mugger mode. duno how to though. argh, not e 1st time anw. duno y i becum so terrible as i get older. haix. somemore not gd at anything lo. studies- no. cca-no. slack-ya, but not smth to b proud of. sigh. slp in lessons, definitely. can't seem to stay awake. last time nv in my life haf i been caught slping in class. sigh. not dat i nv try to stay awake, but realli bad lo. if i keep realli awake e whole dae, den by e end of e dae when i get hm, i get realli tired n keep dozing off, can't do anything oso. conduct oso realli gg downhill le lah. nv pon sch, lesson anything last time. now like u name it, i do b4 le. perfectly disgusting.
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