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ROCK-SAY-FYE-D.

It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things we most need to talk about...
I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things...
I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does!...
but with the love and support of friends - u survive...

I've learned that when you start feeling BAD about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost,
They too, are feeling the same way...
I learned that letters from friends are the most important things.
And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better.

BUT basically, I just learned that my friends...
Both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world...
AND... without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.

So this is a THANK YOU for all of my friends for always being there.

Friday, April 30, 2004

dun haf much time to think n reflect. now wkend's approaching, think duno wat's wrong recently... think i've been ignoring, or been v bad towards serene. duno wat's wrong. she sae its her negleting her frens, but i think well i haf a part to play too. we've not been gg out to waste time till its quite late b4 gg hm... we use to do dat practically everydae, cos she can't go hm dat early, cos if she did, she'll b expected hm at such early times n dat'll b e end of her cca n stuff... realli enjoyed gg out tog, always suaning her. but she boxes me too mah... n it HURTS!! (gdness, she thinks it dosen't) haix... some daes it seems perfectly fine, but others not. n now bio's bended, dun c dat much of her either. hmmm... n tutorials, dun realli sit tog either le, cos some stupid gp class keeps re-arranging our tables. -poo- duno...mayb its juz me. sry ah, i duno y i'm like dat either, so itz not exactly u yah... -haix-

anw hafta congratulate myself again. juz accumulated 110 worth of qns, phy qns to complete. though its mcq, but it not dat easy either!! its those argh... irritating chapters. n i haf a chem test on mon. all on organic chem. n tutorials, haven't even finish, or shuld i say, there's 2 dat's not even touched on. wonderful. n e rest of e subjs... GP! =s. anw bio's damn slack in x class. she is realli realli slack. cum to class late, leave early... but i like it. haha. at least not so stressed, but mayb my grades will juz fall cos think ms low spoon feeds quite a lot, so no need to do self studiyng, but now... hmm...slack tcher + slack stdnt = fail tests. crap. told myself muz buck up, but still ended up accumulating piles of hw. great chance to redeem myself, wkend coming. but then again, i noe i'll procrastinate, go out wif family n forget all bout tis. pathetic.

maths lect, tried listening, duno wat special discreet random variables or smth. gdness, dun understand a single thing. argh. n its supposedly to e easy in stats. at least thanx to ms chua's new rule of getting any1 she catches slping to sit on e stage, i'll e snoozing. esp when maths lect is always after pe, i m so damn hot, juz busy fanning myself or if there is a little air con, slping. slpt in phy 2dae too even though i sit right in front of e lecturer. -shakes head-

n my mum's naggin dat i'm turning air con on to study/go online etc etc. everynight. hell its e weather. ok, mayb i'm juz spoilt n immature, but it realli is hot. haik. but quite true lah, these few daes raining i still wan to turn it on. but i still think its hot mah. ah well. its me lah.

but pe's great. haha. played soccer todae. for quite some time lah. think tingshu n zhiwei muz b feeling damn slack cos we were walking. haha. played like slow motion or smth. n well, we all looks like we had 2 left feet. xcept xy, shot a damn nice goal. not to mention its e onli 1. ended up later using e ball as basketball. heh...e 2 guys had a darn gd time luffing at us. crap. we look like clowns. considering joining e circus.

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.

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