Wednesday, May 19, 2004
had sports dae 2dae...no cca again. hmmm....1 thing gd is we dun haf to hand in proposals =p. oh well. anw tis yr, overall we got 4th. cos all e damn gd runners r in aqua n aerius i think. BUT, for cheerleading comp we got 1st..whoohoo... got 2nd last yr if i'm not wrong. but anw they were darn gd. though i think terra, lignum n aqua's all not bad too. xcept aerius n solaris, which were kinda screwed up.
N another thing is, our class was actualli present. throughout e thingie. not like last yr. think onli bout 5 pple? tis yr we actualli occupied 2 rows on e bench. hurhur. not bad le, gotta tok to them too. not stick to e same old bunch. n jQ drriped her grape drink onto mr *E**.wahahaha. even though i told her not too lah. guess she realli hate him. i dun like him either, but yeah, i wun dare do dat. hurhur. oh n e staff race was...erm, commical. haha. e tchers realli funny lah. dun get to c them do stuff out of class sia. rare oppourunity, damn entertaining. =) gd memories for e last sports meet in nj.
well, starting to qn myself as a fren. think my temper's getting real bad. getting damn pissed easily, duno y oso. argh. suppose i'm juz plain lucky to haf such gd frens ard, but myself, i'm juz bring plain sucky lah. i may juz seem happy n everything dat's juz cos i dun wan to think bout stuff, plain running away. been running away frm all e probs i haf. its juz an illusion dat i dun haf any probs. dun wan to think bout e future, even though like its juz nxt yr dat will hafta decide on smth. suppose i juz wan to rot away somewhere... shall stop bitching. there are others wif more pressing probs. not mine. juz a small fry in e universe. live or die, no 1 cares.
oh yeah. shan't think so much now. found myself an ou xiang. i shall study frm now on. muz b like him. studying might help get me occupied n not start thinking bout stuff. ct's coming. crap. As coming too. n i in such deep shhit. tis is realli scary. it ain't gonna b a breeze like Os or wateva. i'll either buck up now or juz bare e consequences. no 1 to blame. i became lidat cos of me. no discipline.
there comes a time when
broken hearts can't be fixed with tape.
skinned knees can't be mended with loving kisses
and tears aren't cried
at the expense of spilled milk.
these are the times when you realise
what once was exists
only in your dreams.
live for today.
ROXYfied