Sunday, August 29, 2004
its realli bothering me again... its juz becoming more n more obvious... pple notice, they ask. i'm not blaming them or anything... but it does make me think bout it again... not a v gd time.. but still.. it has to b resolved...but when? can it ever b resolved or it'll juz drag on...
it takes two to clap... suppose its e same for friendship. it juz dosen't work if only 1 party is trying hard to maintain it... or worse do it at different times so that in the end it still will not work out? how things became like that, i'll like to know too. i've been wondering. u feel depressed bout it, i dun feel gd either. i may look like i'm v happy.. but dat's onli cos pple ard me keep me occupied to forget bout these things... i haven't realli felt happy since all these stuff happened. i think i haven't been luffing as much as ever, not as much as since we bcame friends. n it dosen't realli help that we'll b seeing a lot of each other. mayb hols r coming, it serves as a means for avoiding it... mayb u haf let go... so there's nothing left to aviod yah...
mayb its juz me... well, i haf became close wif pple in class since this incident. but i think its cos i juz want to run away frm it... being wif them like i said makes me forget bout e prob...
argh...i can't write properly... but sincs when culd i...
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THEBABE
19.
pei chun.
nygh.
njc.oac.03s20.
gg off to
university of manchester tis coming sept.
here's the
spore student society at my uni.
was happily bumming ard till everyone found a job.
had my 1st job at
cpf.
nxt was at
ocbc.
last job was at
hsbc.
flying off on the 2nd of sept.
i'm gg to miss s'pore.
wishlist aka stuff i need over at manc.
that bag.
that wallet.
cap(e white nike one).
earphones.
pullover.
jeans.
crumpler sling bag.
i think i've got most of my stuff.