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ROCK-SAY-FYE-D.

It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things we most need to talk about...
I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things...
I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does!...
but with the love and support of friends - u survive...

I've learned that when you start feeling BAD about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost,
They too, are feeling the same way...
I learned that letters from friends are the most important things.
And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better.

BUT basically, I just learned that my friends...
Both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world...
AND... without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.

So this is a THANK YOU for all of my friends for always being there.

Monday, August 30, 2004

tis is e WORSE prac ever... its realli sucked. not that i want to complain, but we dun haf a check list, i dun noe wat was missing until e end of e prac, when we were clearing up, i realised i didn't haf wat evan did. its crap. no cover for e thermo chem expt. no wooden splint for hydrogen n oxygen test. ok, mayb i'm stupid, didn't get it frm e side bench where we normally did, but how am i suppose to know... e litmus paper was on e bench! actualli, it was supposed to b there. when we put reagents for e nxt batch, it was there. crap. n my FA3, like more den half was gone!! izn't suppose to e new? not full but at least half? needed for titration leh... not juz a little... sigh. pple use watch glass to cover e cup, i dun haf dat either. no iron sulphate to test for NO2. its screwed. mayb its my fault i didn't ask...

n tis is not e end. e design was argh... i can't do. 9marks gone. its realli handing up blank paper. thermo chem can't calculate e Ar of X, Qa... juz concluded wrongly. didn't realise i added e sulphate n i concluded it was there. culdn't test for any gas so thinking there was sulphate, all my gas became SO2. in e end, some sae got CO2, which i spent duno how long but cannot get anything... n hydrogen. dat darn wooden splint. its realli bad. complex ion oso put wrong one. how am i suppose to pass prac? how am i suppose to pass my chem? of all things... i can't drop chem.

i studied for it ya noe. i read e dumb(ok its not, its me) Qa notes...3 times... i memorised e stuff! but it doesn't seem to work. dat's it. study does not pay. or mayb it does. i m juz screwed. 1st time ever i was nervous for an exam. nv had dat prob. onli till tis phy n chem prac. mayb its e lack of preparation? but shuldn't one b less panicky if ur're not prepared... cos u'll juz lose even more pts... u culd afford to lose some panicky marks if u noe all ur stuff well... contradictory...

n shopping for tcher's dat gifts n food is damn tiring. n it doesn't help wif e da yi ma ard. i m juz soo soo tired... dun wan to go to sch tmr...

There are intangible realities which float near us, formless and without words; realities which no one has thought out, and which are excluded for lack of interpreters.

ROXYfied