Sunday, December 19, 2004
went to watch mr goh's performance at aloha... actually its not a performance la. e concert thingie onli like lasted half hr max bah... actualli is go chalet play lo... get to know e pple there.. n yah... got food. haha. but starting feel like shang le zei chuan lidat. hehe. nothing bad lah... haha... but yah... i'll say i learnt some stuff 2dae... frm toking to a few of e older girls..
its like always when toking bout relationship is juz wif pple our own age grp... so e views kinda diff... yep. v interesting to tok to them. 4 of them... 3 was frm nj... 1 frm acjc. all working now... crap, had so much to write bout after thinking thru stuff... but kinda lost all of it... bleah.
one thing they said... muz guard ur heart. think its very true. i mean i feel that girls tend to b a lot more emotional n really give a lot of their flgs n stuff... not to sae guys dun lah... but yeah.. if u easily juz give so much.. u'll really get hurt when u break up n stuff.. another thing... u can't go into a relationship expecting tis n that frm e guy... i mean..sometimes at tis age.. u think dat gg into a relationship is like tis tis tis.. but when u actually get into one.. u'll find out its not realli wat u expect.. n dat's when problems come i suppose... expectations for one another...
N... muz let e guy zui ni.... not u gg after e guy. haha. den it'll make e guy zhen xi ni... haha... suppose its true lah... but actually i think it'll depend on e guy. bu yao gao bai le hou lian peng you ye zuo bu cheng. v sad i think. zuo bu liao qing ren hai shi zuo peng you bi jiao hao. haix. xiang tong le la... zuo peng you bah. at least didn't lose everything. haix. to think i actualli tot of telling him... so dumb. muz b all dat free time to spend thinking bout all these stupid relationship things... shuld juz b like e past... if it's meant to b urs... it'll come...
n one more thing... frm wat's happening to my frens.. n myself too i think... sometimes its juz getting mixed signals. as in when u like some1... some small insignificant things he/she does will make u think dat he/she is interested in u... but actually it may juz e platonic or e guy's juz plain crappy lah.. or juz j/k. haix. esp some guys... always j/k ard.. u realli dun noe if its real or juz j/k ard.. bleah. hai shi bie zai xiang le... time will tell. to all my frens who haf been rejected or dun dare to confess... dun worry... juz enjoy singlehood! its great too. haha.
lastly... wat e jie jie shared wif us... some times getting into a relationship too early.. u'll miss out lots of other fun too... cos it may be e case dat ur world is juz u n him/her... u dun really get to make lotsa frens... or find some close frens dat u can tok to when e relationship fails... so yep.. dat's for 2dae.. its looong. haha. actually all these stuff.. a lot of pple noe le lah.. but doing it is another thing. =) time heals all pains...( i hope its true).
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